The idea originated in the July 31, has no roots no room.
Suddenly like a boat, sitting for a long time to ship, destination, down is not important.
Just want to boat only.
Would like to sit on the deck late at night, closed his eyes closed and heart, only for the ears awake. Thin to listen to the voice of the sea, and then tired, tired to wait for drilling out of the sun from the sea below.
To school, when a boy came back from Dalian to write to me: When we got married to Dalian bar, boat in the past, really is too beautiful. Later, I graduated, we fall into a variety of small quarrels and the Cold War, and then later, I no longer tolerate, from his life disappeared - we all seem to forget that boat thing.
Six years later, by chance met one of our old friends, separated by so many years can not help but Xixixuxu, hesitated for a long time, he said you know (he is speaking out of that boy's name)? Beach last year in Tianjin, drowned while swimming.
When I hear it is another extraordinary an ordinary afternoon, the weather was hot, I do not care dyed hot cold, in front of someone else's face also had to grip the nose with a handkerchief and a tear. Upon hearing the news when I finally get the handkerchief has been stopped, subconsciously ask one: "drowned?"
"Yes, in August last year, it, like the day he was holding something, like, has been to the deep-sea tour, the result no up - I also heard that ah."
I am not sad, but was shocked fills it used to hear people say things impermanence, life is short, life is fragile like the original, then it personally has been no. Now suddenly heard a person who drowned less than three-year-old to die ... ... and this earth and my life is staggered six-year time (strange, but also a six-year), was I loved, hate before, and then almost forgotten people who really will never leave from this world, and my heart was like what the bears down a bit, lifeless to know what to do.
The next two days, I have been search the news on the ferry, I think people sometimes do have a lot of hunches, such as I am curious like a boat, the afternoon of the dead person buried in the sea, Huang west to the news Although the news has already become an old thing, but for me, is indeed a big surprise.
Originally thought to avoid the route first went to Yantai to Dalian, but the fight ticket calls, the defendant's Yantai line has been closed for over a year ago, only bound for Dalian.
Heaven Mody? I惨惨against his smile.
Routing
1. Beijing - Tanggu Train
2. Tanggu (Tianjin Xingang) - Dalian (Dalian) Daily classes 19:00 into the water, which lasted 13 hours in a single day for the "Central Plains Road", double-day "New Shanghai Number." ~ 5 and other first-class cabin, 609 yuan to 135 yuan
3. Dalian - Weihai / Yantai daily classes, and bound for Yantai, high-speed boat, with only three hours during the slow boat seven hours.
4. Nagashima
5. Yantai - Beijing, trains or aircraft.
This route is 8 Ri Yue 2 (Friday) morning finishing end, the first time I felt the process of formulating the line is so happy, and my heart full of expectations and colleagues to understand the probe to see what I was doing when he was "really flies at ease. "I said, but have to have two premises, one is wages, and second, I resign.
After two months salary, and had been going slow for what I do not want to do.
Does not seem to resign is not enough of.
September 2, when seven more awake, and suddenly a little afraid of the upcoming trip, a little fatigue, no original desire. I am afraid his face an endless back and forth, alone ... ... that time would be to call them? I'm not sure, for fear a sudden no longer wish to laugh mood.
L speak of a sudden a bad mood, he said it a while then we'll talk, otherwise will be wasted. I said that the students might see it up on the fun?
Called crystal wave farewell to her, she said you must go and see Yan'er ah, look at her big belly is not.
Laughs must sure.
Yesterday and the tiger to eat lunch, go to the back, he grabs his primary school textbooks of the sentence: "In order to watch the sunrise, I often get up early ... ..."
He asked me, "the general said (in the love inside), is not it easier to hurt a girl?" I said, it should be the same bar. Also, everything is cause and effect, and you hurt someone, one day someone will hurt you, or someone hurts you, you will go to hurt someone else ... ... he said, "No, I would never hurt someone else is also not received any injury. "I said, a lot of hurt there is no way to do, or you do not realize that it is hurt.
[Dear tiger, indeed, as I said, we are back to the original back to the original simple, warm and fade, love ... ... we simply fade with the name of friendship, the relative, your smile is the same, or will not Mei Wan a to me asking questions, I think I should be happy, but, my dear tiger, I was unhappy.
I still miss you as in the past, but I have decided not to tell you. ]
Dallying, to the Beijing Railway Station is 13:30, would like to buy 4427, was told that South Station, we bought a bound map their K215, to Tanggu only 25 dollars, air-conditioned soft seat.
On the bus, because the two men did not want to sit in the middle, right next to the guy that you sit inside the bar, I went to Tanggu on the next, he said: "I was also - you are Tanggu people?" I said it was not ah , is to go there by boat.
Tanggu people learned that he was, I carefully asked the station to Newport to go, asked: "What has been the University of Tianjin Tanggu has campuses knew it?"
"Tianjin Institute of Light Industry?"
"Ah, much like."
Xiao-Tong Qin school's graduation to the Tanggu to do university teachers, though it is so close, actually have not seen one.
Two and a half hours later, Tanggu station, he called me car, tell the driver where I am going to ask my name, I am vague to answer, told him ctrip, where the irrigation that frequented it, sure to meet.
Five minutes later, the driver said, and the door to his surprise, printed with "Tianjin University of Technology", the driver kindly asked me is not the original light Tianjin certainly thank him later, heading straight for janitor's room, to watch Aunt asked: " Here is a man named Zhang Guomin teacher? "
"Zhang Guomin ah, today came the morning I saw her come, Here, in a building where the business office of the property market."
I ecstasy up, he kept say "Thank you, thank you, but we have not seen for seven years啦!"
Pipibaba ran past, was locked, to ask who do not know.
Then retrace janitor, a teacher at the Liu, Xiao-home call to fight for me, very enthusiastic, and Xiao-connected to the right, said: "Listen, this is who?" I can be called soon as Xiao-Min? She screamed: "Small Qiu children?":)
Her home in Tianjin area, I have to fold back. Teacher Liu sent me out and stopped the 805 road, I'm going to tell the flight attendant Angie garden. That flight attendant then told me to use Tianjin: "children come to sit next to me Hey, do not let me give you forgot." Cordial smile, like to treat their own sister, and I burst out laughing.
All the people are so enthusiastic about moving.
Xiao-and her grandmother and so on the roadside, holding her beautiful little girl, her mother told me: "You do not know, she almost jumped up to take your call, what joy was like."
Laugh: "Of course, family-na."
Talked talked about middle of the night, work, life, students, Lingqibasui, speaking on the forward to from time to time laugh. Later, her family were asleep, only suppressed, happiness was a bit painful.
Her cute little girl saw me laugh, Ka Gelo, and looks incredibly happy, and she also likes to guests to strike. After a warm day.
To Yin call, I said I was a small hatred, her voice was still sweet, and screamed "You ah, my daughter looks like a small ball-like, the most like people calling her a little fat. "Little girl's voice from the other side pass over, I said:" You little fat ... Well ... "I did not until I finished, that have not seen anything on the surface of a small burst of happy laughter, cute.
Xiao-send me out and return to Tanggu.
Was found in Tianjin, ask for directions every time the guidelines are subject to passion, and some may even wait for them to send you to the destination to go.
September 3 4, etc. A vote, six rooms, but only four people, and the other three was a boy, the door to the Qi Shuashua to fall asleep, it is Laughton look.
I stand on the deck upper vessel open.
Wrote the message "yesterday to find the first students to stay one night in Tianjin, and now standing on the deck, the ship quickly opened, and delighted." Distributed to each of me since I think that people who care about my trip, and then gradually recovered the letter, and then laughed.
Ship opened, my dear, I left.
I am not sad, I am at sea.
Dark down, standing on the bow watching the lights slowly back to Newport.
Sea a vast, distant fishing boat sporadically, very cold sea breeze, hair flying, I had to squint his eyes ... ... ears are the wind, I hand to cover nose and mouth, feeling the wind as to be almost a finger Piaoqi.
Retrace the room, three boys are still sleeping pitch darkness, I eat chocolate, you lie in bed and write.
Was a bit sleepy.
Five o'clock I'll wake up do? If I can, I went to see the sunrise.
Emancipation lie down, Bile Yan, very quiet, there is a seagoing vessel motor rumbling, distant but cordial, there are sound waves, there are boys fast asleep in the soft breathing.
Feel the gentle rocking, I thought of the cradle.
September 4 "to watch the sunrise, quite a few frozen."
Sure enough, five o'clock wake up, daytime and on the floor of the deck, the wind is still cold.
Has picked a fairly sheltered place to stand, Su Zhuotou jumping foot, is extremely awkward position.
The sun came out.
But those who see it, it has a very high from the sea, and was drilled out from the clouds, and gentle red-.
Ba Jin is not called "jump" out of the sea.
But not disappointed, like such a gentle shine.
Similarly, looking at it gently.
Suddenly discovered that the elderly accounted for the vast majority of the deck, he come yesterday in Tianjin Port to see Natiao banner: "Mom and Dad's trip."
Like autumn feeling.
Author: cyqiu