Have lost a loved
You are always asking me what is love? Well, now I'll tell you.
Love for me is the Department of Physical Education, and a robust boy living together for two years, there is no sexual relations; know a man less than a month, they willingly became his woman. This is what I love.
You believe it? Do not believe it.
Who we trust?
But this is not important. For the feelings, I'm so keen. I never fail to distinguish between love and because he liked the concept of hesitant. Love and love in my mind is so clear, the difference is less straightforward and sometimes wish I confused some, could come to love were confused, but I can not do.
A man, I always try to avoid that they have lost people, however, that physical education of boys, I bear him, and never have the opportunity to make up for. See him at first glance, I just thought: This person is not my husband. Nevertheless, we still love the. Out of curiosity about the opposite sex, we are living together. Two years, he told me to pay much more than I put him, he proposed several requirements, I have tactfully but forcefully rejected on the grounds that I have not psychologically prepared for the addition at the university during the where I do not want to do such a thing, I hope he will respect me, otherwise I'll move back to quarters. Finally, he compromised. You do not think he's useless, he is like me, sensitive, stubborn, strong self-esteem of people two years time, he abide by his promise, we do not step over the perimeter. Now think about it, how much I cruel ah. Women's and men's sexual psychology has such a great difference, and when he hugged me, I like the way a child can be like a burden, how can he survive it? I am so cruel! Although more than two years after parting, and I respect his personality have occupied most of the memories of first love. I was sorry to him.
Graduated, I came to Beijing, I've met him, and let a first glance I felt inexplicable sense of security men. However, when he, from mental to physical is so lonely bear. This is a very dirty man, and her hair is always the same as jumbled as the chicken coop, a pair of sneakers to wear for a summer, he can wash socks and a return to a few minutes in the company to become a hot topic. And his pillow in the room, in the company is famous for. Once specialized and a girlfriend to his room, he asked us to do, we say we have to bask in his pillow, he said you have to wait and see, look at, next time do not give a chance to view ancient relics of the. We hee hee giggle with repeatedly pored over clutching his nose, then pillows black and bright, simply called the Acura, had never seen such a dirty pillows. He was always a lazy indifference, as if did not know to hide their own shortcomings, so that was with him so long, suddenly found that he did not think that a disadvantage. With the other suits and ties everywhere pay attention to his words and deeds than the guy, more like his shirt, jeans, sneakers increases, although dirty. For his appearance, he always seemed so calm. I have often laughed at him, but his indifferent like a magnet slowly suck me into it. Like him is inevitable, and fell in love with him hopeless.
Day late, drinking wine, fast returning to her hostel on the way, he suddenly embraced me, saying that he likes me, he said he would never dare to drink either say. I say you crazy, I struggled, but he cherished so tight, that I can not afford to break free. He kissed her with my face, each kiss is so ruthless, I hurt, want to cry, afraid of people woke up and finally looked at the sky I have a weakness, let him kiss. That night the moon can be really bright ah is my favorite autumn moon, bringing a quiet to gaze on us. He kissed and hugged me and get tired, they do not know how long toss before returning to quarters. The next day I get up early. After washing the face in the mirror. God, I would suck an air-conditioning, his face, as long as measles, red purple and purple one, too terrible. I have been yard runs and hides.
"Quick get up, the work of" panic, as always, among Taozai shouting.
"I do not, you requested a leave for me, a cold," I whispered under his blanket. The door softly shut. I pull the quilt down a sigh of relief, leaning against the wall, head all last night's segment, is not dreaming? He said that is the tell the truth?
Approaching noon, and I'm hungry for worse, laziness.
"Thunk, Thunk, Thunk" Someone knocked at the door, I feel that he. I opened the door, Kandoumokan, it went straight to drill into the quilt. Half-day there is no sound, I pulled the quilt showing only the eyes, he is to bow their heads at me. "You see what?" I Youxiu You gas, quickly covered his face.
"I'm sorry, you are cold, and I look at you. Good point of it?" He tugged at by angle.
I did not speak, but stubbornly her face covered, it is ashamed to see the person.
"Last night.. Sorry.." He Cengzhuo seat in the bed.
Silent for a while, I slowly straightened up, heads bowed. He lifted my chin, I will be looking at him, and he was clearly surprised.
"It's... This is my doing?"
I do not speak, nose sour feel wronged.
"I.. I was not intentional. I'm sorry..."
I looked down, did not speak.
He held out his hand, hesitated a moment, gently grabbed my shoulder, homeopathic put my head against his shoulder.
"I'm sorry, sorry.. I drank too much last night"
"You're abnormal!"
"Yes, I am perverted. How you do not smoke, I face?" "I really want to smoke you!" I said fiercely. I wish I could draw him, but I found that I did not want to do so.
"These days you tell me how to work?"
"Then take your sick leave, do not work in."
"Last night I said what you remember it?"
"What did I say last night?" He was surprised tone.
"Rolling!" I suddenly pushing him.
"Also angry?"
"I said what I still do not know." He grabbed me again.
"Do you know what? I can not see you, afraid you do not promise me. The way I nervous."
"I do not promise you that!"
"Oh.. I know that you will accept that."
"Do you still laugh! What do you not feel for you be like a mad dog?"
"Elephant, elephant, bite to a wife, He He.." He Shale forward.
"You.. You.." How he so thick-skinned.
The next day, I still go to work, and do not care how others think.
"You face how the?" Company that smiling, the lecherous old man asked me.
"Oh, drips allergic to."
"Then you can get attention, I was young once played the body is allergic to penicillin, long red envelope does..." We officially began dating in. The beginning of the week that he remembered the suffering of the past week. I found Chihepiaodu pumping like he had accounted for three. Weekend, we walk in the street.
"Do you consider better? Also decided that with me?" He asked.
"I regret, and this loss of too! You give me some time to come back for me to indulge a how are you?" "Do you dare?!" He's come pinch my neck.
"Help ah.. Life-saving," On that day he came to see me, I have decided to him together. I thought that my life is him. I was always a decision about his very positive assessment. I'm sure that he is the most suitable for me, like a tear in half of the picture can be put together perfectly together.
No love, love is sad, but you will need to fill out part of the mind share of the feelings of the vacancies can not be paid, first love that make me feel tired. But this time different, I willingly threw himself into, I was happy.
Signs and with him the first action was to his baby pillow, bed sheets, quilt cover all the throw away, he and his baby Kusangzhelian farewell, farewell Shihai Qinliaoyikou. I feel the same as reform through labor and cadres to transform him. He opened the box and found that there are a lot of new clothes that he had no movement.
"You have so many clothes?" I'm surprised to. Almost every day because he dressed in the most dilapidated of the most ugly set.
"Are placed inside the mother."
"Off!" I looked up an order.
"Breaking away from what?"
"Clothes!"
"Do you think I accounted for cheaper?"
"Which Shuixi Han. Dirty clothes thrown away were all thrown away!"
"No, they have followed me for years, and very emotional!!"
"You want these old clothes still want me?" I say outrageous.
He obediently off of. Took off his T-shirt, revealing a broad chest, I really did not think he looks so thin, the actual's pretty robust.
"How?" He patted chest, biceps drum of the drum.
"Look at your Thelephora-like." I blushed, and walked to the door.
"Hey, so, I have something," he cried.
"What's the matter?" I'm back, his face full of Guixiao. Suddenly he quickly took off his pants.
"You idiot!" I hastily looked away.
"You do not let me off the whole? Not finish off.哈哈.."
This rogue, shiver my soul.
"Go take a shower, scissors cut the first of what"
"You're not afraid of being robbed me beautiful for words ah?" He said.
"Snatched away a better, you think you are ah Shuixi Han." I throw him a set of new clothes. Went out for a long time, clothes washing, and he also returned. Chicken coop dirty hair and beard are gone, short hair, a fair complexion and handsome face. He was silent for a walk inside to get the root toothpick, then returned to the door, relying on door frames, made a toothpick dangling from Columbia hair-like action.
"How?" He smiled confidently. I will be watching him, his smile deeper.
"Little White Face ~" half a day, I have to smoke a trembling.
"What ?!。。。 shiver my soul!" He's suddenly like a deflated ball.
"Your face, how so many white-ah?" I'm frowning, and his skin surprisingly good. "Cut ~ born, jealous ah? Do not like? Then I do not face a tomorrow.." I went before him and gently grabbed his neck and kiss over his lips, did not want to let him speak, just want to kiss him.
"I love you." He whispered. I also love you. The beginning when you love me? "" No love, just love. Love takes time to be cultivated. Smallest of things. "We can clearly feel the same as each other's love of coffee aroma, as more and more concentrated. This is a happy feeling. With love, sex is sacred.
In November.
"Chinese New Year, and how I like to go home?" He suddenly asked me.
"What?"
"Went to see my father mother all right?"
"No"
"Why?"
"Too early. We know, I did not psychologically prepared."
"You are afraid that they are ugly can not see them, right?"
"Was not it."
"Going? Are you going?" He's bad with a smile.
Ack. He was near me, Hold me gently, deeply staring at me, which made me tremble like a kind of electric shock. He tongue probe into my mouth, flirting with, tentatively, I could not help meet for him the same way as osteomalacia got no more effort. He always used such means to control me, hateful!
"Going?"
"Go, I went to, but there is one condition," I hard to say.
"Said."
"You have to quit smoking.."
"That's how OK? I smoke more than ten years now!" He halted.
"Then I will not go," I break free from his arms.
"Let me see.."
"You can figure that you suspect that your lungs are pumping black." I says decisively. He does not like people smoking, smoking was very deep, a little tar is not wasted, at least a pack a day, have gone overboard. "Well, I promise you," he said, angry.
"OK, Junziyiyan, Si Ma difficult to chase!" I am happy jumped up. Sometimes I feel admiration for his own eyesight. He really quit smoking. I saw his parents that night, he was severely smoke the last cigarette. The result, quit smoking at the cost of fat, he began to constantly eat snacks, and blow up balloons like fat, I began to call him stinky fat. Time always flies quickly, blink of an eye went to the spring.
"Wife, our marriage bar"
One evening, we walk by the river, everything was nice, but his voice tenderness to reaching my ears of.
"That's the honeymoon going?" I was so fun, even the honeymoon of the opportunity to ever allowed.
"Xin Matai?"
"No statement." I suspect that faster is called Xin Matai people tied to the foot.
"Korean?"
"No knot" South Korea seems to be a good choice, at least there is no language barrier, but I hate Korean hypocritically look.
"France, Switzerland, the Sahara desert? Otherwise the United States Niagara Falls, the African rain forest?"
"Well."
"Hard to say, I quit work tomorrow, to go or the smuggling of cars Daoteng what the white powder, with an estimated fall, you will be able to willing to do it."
"Do you dare," I ask for pulling his ears.
"Actually, I know you want to go." He said.
"You said."
"Tibet. Right?"
Hey, how can he know, I look at him in doubts.
"In that point you want to escape the thoughts of my palm? Little thing! Come on." He smiled bad, I put a hold up, quickly rotate in place.
"Let me, life-saving ah.." I like this feeling in his hands like a fly-like. Intends to hold the wedding in July.
I am excited this period. First, the bride to be done quickly, and the second is a trip to Tibet for many years, and loved ones should the desire to achieve, together, our honeymoon will be romantic and how hard ah.
Wedding preparation is very simple, but added to go to Tibet to prepare for the very cumbersome. We intend to spend some time in Tibet, for which the two men quit work, and his hands fairly little bit of savings, enough to toss us this time, we put this trip is called the "Final Fantasy" program . We started shopping spree. Just to buy tents, backpacks, sleeping bags, Dengshan Xue, Jackets will spend a few thousand dollars, which have not considered other small provisioning, we have deliberately bought a digital camera. In order to travel safe, smooth, bought many books on Tibet, his task is to purchase camping equipment and the use and design of the road trip, my task is to prepare small objects, such as medicines, daily necessities, hats, sunglasses and the like, and also learning basic skills in photography, ready to shoot a lot of wonderful photos. Tibet is an inevitable advance of physical exercise, we carry out every day running, swimming.
We are interested in Tibet, seems much larger than the married. For us, marriage is only a formality, because when our hearts long ago, "knot" before. Tibet, Tibet, we have come. How many times more than a dream, that day has finally arrived. Railway Station, on the buddies off children jokingly said that you will not go to Tibet will never come back bar, oxygen is not enough to remember that artificial respiration.
"You jealous bar" I'm proud to say that. Starting the train, my heart very powerful. Because for the first time to Tibet, the line we have chosen the Qinghai-Tibet Railway. The fastest plane to Tibet, but more than 1 hours, within about to rise to 3,000 meters above sea level, one would be too severe altitude sickness, two along the way can not enjoy the wonderful scenery of Qinghai-Tibet Plateau. Several land-based route into Tibet, the Qinghai-Tibet Railway is the most reliable, and are all relatively flat asphalt, as well as the fixed bus, along the way but also turn the more than 5000 meters above sea level of the Kunlun Mountains, really fascinated people. To Xining, we have come to Golmud was removed. Shuttle bus from Golmud to Tibet, we take the double-decker sleeper. Although well prepared in advance, but I still had altitude sickness, a splitting headache, spaced around a few people on something he did not. In the Kunlun Mountains, he also get off to walk around, the driver master thought he often does in Tibet, when learned that he was the first time I went, when, or by the boast of his good physique.
Finally to Lhasa had. On the street so many backpackers, wearing a down jacket on wearing shorts under the not uncommon, it is said the tourist season. Rest of the day, I managed to adapt to coming.
He pulled my hand is filled with walking, travel arrangements for him a full and proper, and I am a non-stop shooting.
Now think about it, was the scene as happened yesterday. It is almost pure white clouds blue sky make you cry, and we do not sit side by side near the Dalat Palace hotel, enjoy the evening was moving; it to the holy lake of beauty it is like a sapphire, like the wrong wood embedded in the plateau, dear, that the United States, simply tell you to hard to breathe, it is not shocked at all times with your soul. Evening, we camp at the lake, he military kettle to boil the water in coal Oil Furnace, Paoshang milk on the bread, we ate a meal of the most sumptuous dinner. The rise of what we've learned that Che-ho Star Let me dizzy, I have never seen so many stars, snuggling in his arms, I am going to die happy. I really wanted to hang out, and he will always be so; there are the surging rapids of the Brahmaputra, the beautiful river valley, Japanese strategic plans, there are those who say endless plateau of desolate beauty of the road, there are those honest lovely Tibetan children, I hate only I brought a small gift too small. Planned to stay in Lhasa for almost two weeks,'ve spent the majority of tourist attractions. Although I mad sunscreen every day, but my face was black, to wear pants have become some of hypertrophy. His face was not black, the red sun, and lost several layers of skin, I am straight distressed. Every time I let him rub suntan lotion he does not do. He said that I want the sun as the Tibetans, as one bears the mark to be a Gaoyuanhong. Going away from Tibet, that kind of mood is like the endless expanses of the Qinghai-Tibet Highway, lonely and beautiful, was a little pain. This is just two weeks for us is like wandering in heaven, forget all the troubles, and now we must return to earth in the hustle and bustle, and a little scared. I know he and my feeling is the same.
"Little things, you know? Ever since then I know you know what is happiness." In the camp, he said.
"It's a period of time I feel the happiest the happiest time." Evening the day before leaving Tibet, he told me. The sunset in the Western sky, I looked at him, and our stingy clenched together, we are no longer because they have left Tibet and sad, and there are so many way we have to go on together, there are so many waiting for happiness us, I think our hearts at this point has been completely blend in. The trip to Tibet, we have not the slightest unhappy happened, our thoughts and actions are so understanding, I really do thank God he gave me, gave me this precious love. The day before, we began to purchase small gifts to give as gifts back home. He knew I always liked knives, bought me a small, curved knives, Tibetan silver scabbard covered with a thin, delicate looks ancient, he said that he was not around later when the knife to be able to protect me. As the saying goes hero does not turn the clock back. The book said that a few lines of the most dangerous routes in the Sichuan-Tibet, Yunnan-Tibet line to the United States, or even be called a landscape of Tibet, Switzerland.
So we decided to take the Yunnan-Tibet line, there is no through train was removed approximately 10 days away. We were a bit faint the expense of the Yunnan-Tibet line than we imagine to be more difficult and dangerous. Oh, that beautiful and dangerous of the Yunnan-Tibet line ah, which over the past year, it appears in my dreams every night, every night, my heart hurts very powerful. You know what? It has laid a short span of 10 days of my life the most pain the deepest imprint. Why did not fly back then, why not seat aircraft back? I hate myself hate to want to kill themselves. We are sitting are private mini-bus, which is packed with the Tibetan and Sichuan compatriots, car air extremely poor. We are on the train late, hard to find settled areas. The car started. I firmly rely on him. I suddenly found him a lot of thin, thin angular face. I am distressed to find out what he has on the cheek.
"If you want me?" He said.
"En. You still fat up"
"Why?"
"If I abuse you, like."
"Silly girl. Now this is not it? Healthy Wahaha great drinks!" He also poor. We saw the last one in Lhasa, the beautiful Lhasa, good-bye!
"We can come back?" I asked melancholy.
"Well, I promise I will again bring you to." He says with certainty. Some in the afternoon, the road began to bumps, traffic is getting worse. Fortunately, the weather is fine. Although most of the bumpy journey but there is no any danger. Approaching a time when the evening started getting foggy. Struggling to winding, the driver drove slowly, as if walking blindfolded. At first the car or on the subject of ridicule, this time no human sound, can clearly hear the roar next to the Brahmaputra. I felt fear, he was firmly arm around me, no words. The same way as the car got emphysema, panting, I do not know how long before the car stopped, and has come to the foot. Looked out the window is dark. The driver announced a break, everyone on the roadside a doss-house slept. The next morning, the weather was sunny, lofty Xiaguang, yesterday evening, the fear has gone.
A new day has begun. The car has returned to talk about laughter. Did not last long, overcast day down, and then it began to rain Xi Li, I am begging for the rain to stop quickly, because the road this season of serious landslides. Unfortunately, the more rain the next bigger, fear, once again filled in the car. To the noon time, cars had to stop because of too much rain. "We die together, also died." I said abruptly. Then I found that his arm had a red mark on all my tension over arrested in China.
"I hope God will protect me the door!"
"Do not worry, there is, I do!." He kissed my forehead, he did not believe God has always been. Torrential downpours which lasted nearly two hours.
The car re-started. Gravel roads are beginning to see flow, large and small landslides occurred. Fortunately, each tense after the car can be safely traversed. Feeling as if walking in the line of death, in the dangerous mountain road, you do not control your destiny.
Days, clear up the. The driver said that this quite lucky, and can smooth over. On one occasion he encountered a large landslides, cars simply do not open the past, finally had to return to Lhasa.
Car began winding, when we turn the 5,300 meters Mila Pass, a spectacular mountain valley style emerged. We started in the virgin forest in the meandering landscape more and more the United States, and we shouted excitedly at any time can be found in the beautiful scenery of exotic, fairy much better than this bar.
"You Look at.. Quick to see, too beautiful!" He left Mokan Wan, Meng and pulled his clothes, I let him Niuxiang right. "Hey, quick, that one, dear.." Ran toward the left side of my head again. Let us forget the fear, excitement, a little regret trip to Yunnan-Tibet line has also become the value. In the evening, we finally arrived in gongbo'gyamda smoothly. On the third day early in the morning, we began to proceed, the destination is the Bomi. The weather is still fine. He drove very smoothly, and the afternoon turned over 4,300 meters above sea level color their pull-Pass. However, everyone's feeling more and more nervous, because there are experienced people know that the most dangerous place this season is coming, it is known as "Death Valley" tangmai natural barrier. After dinner we finally reached the tangmai natural barrier. As if we were unable to live up to the tension, just arrived here, tangmai has given us the arrival of a Xiama Wei. Sitting in the car, we are clearly seeing a large piece of debris to soon as the H-shoot on the ground, some in an instant to fall into the river of the Pentium, the carriage began to appear issued by the begging sound excessive tension. All black face was at this time there is no guarantee a smooth through. I become tense and heavy breathing. This time is responsible for the passengers, the driver let us off their own path in the past, he again drove over. We are out of the car. The road ahead has been filled with debris. Is estimated to go to his knees so deep. Mountain debris are loosened, always waiting to dash the fragile human beings. No one dare not go first. There are two Tibetan boys carefully gone hand in hand, they are really lucky, there is no soil during the fall. Passed dangerous sectors, they shouted at us waving back.
"Let's go." He said. I felt my body shaking in Susu.
"Hold me with." I looked at him. He used his arms, my arms wide and severely kissed my lips. Has also refused to take a life and death of others laughed at.
"I believe our luck it." He said.
"I believe you. To die we are with death, this is not very happy?" I mention how old and dying. To know that I am not a pessimist. I gently touched his thin cheek, barely squeezed out a smile.
"Let's go." I said. I took a deep breath. He firmly Accompanied my hand. Next to the people looking at us guessing with our luck, blessing us. I have more and more sad.
"We go back, go back-seat aircraft." Walked a few steps, I almost cried. "Have come to this. Do you look people are gone, let's certainly in the past. If they had on the back, let's go." He tapped me on the face.
"Good." I made a commitment.
We slowly moved forward to step forward and kept looking at the mountains loose debris, Khan has been soaked clothes.
Life and Death in moment, I silently begged the sky. About 10 meters wide landslide sites, we have gone through most of
My heart began to secretly excited.
"Do not move," he suddenly paused.
About 2 seconds, 23 meters in front of Office, slammed a chunk of falling debris. Rigidly mud splashed our body. I would not help screaming a cry, and almost blocks the ground.
"All right, all right. We will soon have passed." He pulled my arm. We continue to moved forward, my heart jumped powerful.
I stared at the mountains above our block, or just static, I clearly see it in an instant began to slacken, as high school chemistry experiment course, I clearly see the expansion of sulfur dioxide in the flask where expansion, and then an explosion. That is a strong sense of foreboding.
It should be lost, it will be lost, I suddenly felt desperate.
"Go!" I yelled, pulling he wants to rush.
However, we do not start with debris falling much faster pace. In an instant, I felt something overwhelming come, we are so tiny and fragile, resulting in the falling debris without the slightest resistance, quiet. Is also clear in their minds the moment, I feel it held my hand left me. Everything is still. When I woke up only know those two Tibetan boys braved the dangers to pull me out from the debris inside, and he, along with other debris left me forever.
The fourth day morning, about to reach the card, I finally saw the other side of it called "the Switzerland of Tibet" and Gang Xiang. Picturesque scenery as beautiful, like an arrow through my body, in addition to the pain I did not remember it. Shi Yutian remaining in my brain inside is blank. I like walking corpses, like change of one another a car, truck, jeep, bus, Bomi to Markam, Foshan, Deqin, Lijiang, and finally to Kunming. The pain and sorrow I have become numb. The way I was so lonely and helpless, I hate him and I am a person to stay here. The thought of him, and my heart twitch of the powerful, he became part of the mountains and rivers it? How do I so hard-hearted, he was a man to stay in that lonely Yunnan-Tibet highway.
Life is really very amazing, is not it? Moment, your most beloved person who will never disappear, and so on over a long time you could not believe it is true. Along the way, I am interval to a high fever, my body everywhere, printed debris grazed scratches, altitude sickness almost let me die, I always thought it was a dream, he was in Beijing waiting for me, However, I was more and more distant from him. To Kunming when I have only had skinny.
When I go back on the land in Beijing and saw the flood of people pick up, my throat blocked in Tibet, like scenes like slides flashing in the mind, lonely silence of the Yunnan-Tibet highway singing flood Chung up, as well as him, I loved to him, and he smiled at me from afar. Numb collapse, and a bullet hit exactly the center of my heart, the pain slowly as the debris spread to four weeks, spread to every corner of my body, tears, big stars big stars of the rolled down, I saw the hazy People looked at me with surprise, looking at the find any of my wits.
Back in Beijing, I am completely a serious illness. Beijing because there is no change in him desolate.
Tibet photos are fed into a computer and some played out, these photos with me countless sleepless nights. Fortunately, he put a knife on my backpack, I put it sent in Kunming to Beijing, I always carry with it.
Blink of an eye in the past a year. Friends say you put him forget it, has in the past so long. I said, Well, I forgot him. So I decided to happily together. There was a time I really do not like him, I thought I had forgotten.
On that day, a crossroads on the green light lit. There is a boy in front of me casually walked. He was wearing long sleeves and trousers plus sneakers, long silhouette, my heart throb a while. The green light went out, started the motor vehicles are ready to start, I suddenly ran like crazy, pulling up his hand would go visit the forward setting, until across the road, he looked at me with surprise, and even some of my moves angry. My eyes open, eyes filled with tears, looking at everything around, lonely, like a sudden, as the tide engulfed me, carefully create the illusion of an instant be defeated, how can I forget it, how could forget it.
"I'm sorry." I punched a gesture he turned and ran away, has been running, has been ran until exhaustion, until the heart ache to twitch. Wounds have recovered the body, and heart pain but never existed. My love he is gone, forever gone. However, remembering the pain of rheumatism like rainy days as lonely when you would not hesitate to hit, so you can not escape. God and I made a joke, let me have a short-lived, after losing one. A person walking in the street, in the noisy world, my heart flew up, flew up, flew to the Yunnan-Tibet highway was lonely. He was there, he was there. . .
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Author: leahwang
