-13 Running in the dream
2002,09,24 Rongbuk
1, extraneous
Sometimes you have to admit that in our world, there will be more difficult to insist on telling the truth.
I once had fallen in love with a girl, she was very real. She did not lie, never. When I have a seemingly must be a lie to answer the question asked to her, like her, do not lie, she chose to silence.
I do not know how she can be so insistent on truth, so I think she was quite remarkable.
Then I found that I am a real person, if you approached me in the world, you will find my world simply does not like a three-year-old man have been able to; I do not like the attitude is a direct 30 year-old man, should have the sophisticated and sleek, or deep. Sometimes I feel that such a simple Probably quite a failure, even brilliant.
But I love it. Or, I will only way.
Real and simple and not easy to achieve. First you make sure you speak the truth; and then you have to face countless times your "real" in all kinds of social norms are not recognized as "real."
This requires the courage to stick.
For example: Nobody believes me and the wisdom of a beautiful girl can be friends, no one believed that she and I live together in one room from morning till evening and even once but I did not touch her hand.
People do not believe this is because the spread around the world, with fast-food doctrine, because we have always regarded the animals wearing clothes, so we need to gloss over. Instant desire when we are still marked with "love" on the cover, so we are looking at least not the one it is extremely "animal."
People do not believe it is because people in the wrong habits without hesitation as the norm, and then took the specification to the four gestures.
Wise girl said to me: this world how could this be? Wrong become "should," "should" becomes an "unimaginable"!
Having heard this, I could not help with her sigh.
I replied: We do not have the power to change the world, but rejoices in the ability to not allow yourself to change.
Real life can be simple to operate people, apart from their children are very wise. You see that all day long at great length Jijiwaiwai piling up the beautiful rhetoric of the so-called "master" is actually shit is not, but the real masters - for example, Qian His Honor, you can use "Do you know the line of delicious eggs, and why depends on egg-laying chickens in the end to see Nazhi look like "sort of simple language the essence of a one-time opened. For another example, the boxes that so many people how to describe how to Huangshan - enough to build one of those books the library, but it seems to me not as good as Xu Xia-ke's words: "A World Without Deng Huangshan Mountain." Therefore, only capable of comprehending the nature of people do know "What is simple." I like the very essence of people, they do not follow blindly, they see the so-called norm is not immediately surrender, but had a single brain, to see if it really can be called "normative."
Our education system is essentially "You have to submit to the books printed out of knowledge", "You have to submit to formal education system," "You have to submit to all of us to say"; As a result, a lot of ridiculous things that can be has been marked with "This is the norm," ran the banner of our lives, unhindered; As a result, used to "question the norm," fewer and fewer people.
This makes I can right a lot of "other people say" dismissed.
I have one of Xinjiang Uygur painter friend of his paintings in Europe, the United States, sales are good. Immediately after his arrival in Beijing when the Chinese and English were all not, so while we always drink while watching the VCD, I would still give him the side of a translator. Once he and I have had such a conversation:
"And I break with a lot of painters in Beijing the same age, but very little success. I have recently would like to know why they not as good as me." - We say so directly, or arrogant.
"Why?" I am very interested in this topic.
"Because they read a lot of books, I did not."
"Oh?"
"They have read many books and, therefore, know to paint a variety of methods and schools; they painted when finally could not escape the kind of books instill a priori approach. I have not read these books, I now have a lot of Chinese did not know. I did not read the book so I paint, when there is no way I was painting, you can of. "
I understand, he meant to this translation: those who, under the method of painting is produced, while his own painting is painted out of pure intentions.
When he was painting inside the chest is not "read the text", "read the mood," "read method"; it under the sun in the desert in the running, a child of light Ding, the mother looked at Guardia When laughter ... ...
It's that simple.
I do not know why I will be all his travels westbound Shawei the time to write about such a stray from the words. - Might, I was encouraging his own simple: a simple walk, a simple pleasure, simple travelogues, a simple frame of mind.
Xinjiang, Tibet, Nepal; I walked 100 days, wrote a 60 set (chapter) 20 million characters of travels. The walk is indeed very heavy for me personally, but I still hope that all this is still just be piled up for me a simple pleasure.
Nothing could be subverting simple.
At the end, I want to tell you: the text is very deceptive.
2, arrived at Rongbuk Monastery
Starting early in the morning. Because of the revolution said that if the late arrival of Rongbuk, xing XU we do not have a place to live by.
Mara Road exit from the course near, Zhasang said that good weather can be seen here on Everest.
Unfortunately the weather overcast, Clouds in the clouds. So this way I will be worried: worried that this trip can not see Mount Everest.
Now the road has been to Everest is not a hard line. Cross drove out of the old Tingri soon began to climb a little bit of swirling.
Boring, sometimes small Y began to climb on her "dualism": Non-Koizumi, how do you 30 years old do not get married? I think that to the 30-year-old married man who has not only two: either too good, or is the major defect.
I replied: I did not feel good, but it does not feel that is a big defect, how to explain?
She explained that the contents of the killing me that I now remember. I felt that although we are all at the same time off-road vehicles in this stuffy compartment, you can eyeball outside world is by no means the same.
I am silent. Not as good as silence.
Small Y to continue: Men reticent when there are only two possibilities: either the performance of tolerance, or is ulterior motive.
Really admire her death: the world's so many things that she used two "or" can not be completely settle.
"Are you in the end to find what kind of women?" Small Y asked.
I did not answer. Many people have asked this question before, I have no answer.
"At least you have a rough condition, right?" Small Y startles the phrase is not endless.
I yelled a sentence: a conditional, but only one - Gender Female!
Zhasang laughs, off-road vehicles a shiver.
I also laughed.
I would like to find what kind of woman? - Suddenly thought of a word, with its softness, such as cutting edge.
Yes, she should be soft, such as cutting edge.
Oh, also some say.
Turn on the cover Dracula Yamaguchi, still do not see that four are lined up in the snow-capped mountains above 8,000 meters above sea level.
Some people ride a bike on the Everest base camp.
I do not think there is any good way envious or good comparisons, but this time I am envious of a person he could walk.
The car behind the revolution, we first of the Rongbuk Monastery. Looked up its sights, the direction of a misty Mount Everest, what was invisible.
Rush to Gaoding accommodation. Rongbuk reception Inn has been fully booked, I had to ask a favor of the Central Attendant to help us in the Rongbuk to us to find a place inside.
Attendant led me to the Rongbuk years to help us open a room that has lived on the inside of a pair of lovers; a bed board, there are blankets, conditions may have. The two rooms on the back of the dirty, and only the bed board. I was wondering how to allocate the room, the small Y, A rot began to pre-empt the first occupation of the house: the three of us to live this, you have a few left and the driver lived with the other two sub-bar!
A rotten yesterday, is still drips, in fact, I would not put forward concerning such an arrangement;, but to see them hastily to the inside luggage I could not resist, and a low, said: car even before the revolution, let's able to can not help First pick the room呀such a hurry?
To be honest, I am finally a little angry.
(Back to Beijing after the small Y sent me an e-mail, to the effect that: I have always believed that we are moving in Ali, who is a good group; also and the Arab-rot with the good of the return to Lhasa, and spoon-feeding you eat a the road is always the two of you to make arrangements to take care of us very hard. Unfortunately, you have had in Shigatse on the next ... ... - I have seen also to laugh it off: Why will not uncomfortable things in the past, also insisted, after Round home? have this feeling does not like "doing a good job right now" - I do not think this trip to Ali, we have a "very good collective.")
3, I like that nest
Inn inside a restaurant, a time when many people are like a bar.
This is a very simple shared space: a few tables, a few rows of chairs; two red red stove. I was the first time a deep liking to this place.
A different table by different co-Walker Wai, from people around the world to use their own language very much love to chat, or by playing cards and other simple props doing their own simple games. In front of everyone, without exception, not the beer that stood buttered tea; if to eat, almost all of them choosing egg cake.
Is always smoke-filled, always voices. This transposon on the shrimp and the Arab-rot is still the order of the cards out loud argument on the table next to the French girl had been using the voice of the Comedy oscillation of the entire room; revolution and the other strangers invited the Tibetan Zhasang along with the driver playing the "run fast" gamble, 10 minutes after the dishes do not live to join the fray of carry; dark there are two foreign couples are kissing, they were not a long kiss, because lack of oxygen they need from time to time to separate the lips of their respective gasp gasp. The only drinks a Tibetan or a waitress carrying his eggs in every seat on the shuttle cake ... ...
Is a bit like the film in the American West bar.
Like a global community, and global community in the top, floating with absolute ease and freedom of taste.
Next to the German boy behind the probe too far from the shrimp to come and chat with me. He Xiaohe He pointed to winning or losing cards are being debated in shrimps, A rotten, little Y argument why they are in the end.
Where do I speak English clearly? Had said: three women in a drama.
He laughed: In Germany, too!
I also laughed.
Then he very humbly ask Chinese to me. He was lying in my ear, his mouth: Fool!
I say this is when the Chinese people angry curse words.
He said not, he said that a friend said to him, "X your mother" phrase is the curse words.
My response is: are the curse words, in front of the phrase, please tell me is no big deal; later you say to the Chinese people would take a knife stab you.
He carefully controlled in the Sino-German dictionary, an exception carefully made a mark. I firmly believe that I really be ahead of the German guys saved a life.
German guy is a travel writer, he said that his trip to Tibet, see what line is entirely possible to write a best-selling book to. Here he was happy and I drink again and again.
"Why do you come to Tibet?" He asked.
"Like Uta."
"Do you take notes when traveling it?"
"Remember."
"That we have a best-selling, right?" He said, full of enthusiasm of the.
"Zanliang not the same: You are for selling and writing, I just feel happy to be writing their own."
German guy erect a Shudamuzhi, repeatedly nodded his head to put on an "I understand I understand," looks like.
Then I taught the revolutionary cards stupid playing the "run fast", a result, he Quinella of five. This is just great, and his side while playing cards in accordance with the huge head on my shoulders of weak compared to anomalies that look like elephant foot a child.
... ...
Very happy. Unconsciously draw a lot of smoke also drink a lot of wine. Rongbuk altitude 4980 meters, it has also not altitude sickness.
Middle of the night, when out of the restaurant, looked up to look on, a crescent is top of the head.
Hope that tomorrow morning you can see Mount Everest, Everest photographed the sunrise.
Non-Ichiro 2003,01,25 in Beijing
Author: fylfeimi
