From Tibet, has been back for days, watching the night sitting in the bus when the window period of bumps and still get rid of that happy day. Side of the road seemed dazzling neon lights, close your eyes, but still feel there is a light skate. The same night, where not a lot of embellishment, everything is simple, only a few vehicles will converge, there is no street, only bumps.
Tibet's sky is blue, clouds are white is also very low, as if tentacles can be caught with open arms, big mountains, grasslands seems to be football in the arms. With cattle and sheep with the Wu, this day every day to forget who he is, playing How can she say.
Measures in that wood is a side of crying did not go to Tibet, has been brewing for a good before. In regard to the measures of wood, whether it's online description, or see the pictures, she is so beautiful, always so to purity, tranquility, coupled with people's pious pilgrimage. I think that the moment must be shocking and moving. I would like to shout a loud cry there, perhaps calling to remove all of the unhappy, I think.
Really on that day, the way of the washboard road coupled with the elevation gradually increases, the body began to reflect, but suddenly, I was allowed to gaze longingly to her, quietly lying there, blue, very quiet, is very flat, like a painting, beautiful. The headphones came wonderful song, watching the distance measures of that wood, I have tears, and moved to its own hardships to see her. Reminded him that if he could see at this moment, we're OK, but this seems to always not be achieved by. Car non-stop in the bumps, tears constantly being vibration down, I do not look back at the car, perhaps they are immersed in his state of mind where. I also intend that had the most beautiful wood beside the phone to tell the measures I have ever loved a man, fate has done, I will never desert him. But that wood measures then the United States, could not bear so sad, but the only postcard sent to his ticket, hoping to share her beauty with his.
Since wood measures to come back and back to Lhasa from Shigatse way, we have seen 33, 22 people who step in a five-body cast to the direction of prayer toward Lhasa to go. Tour guide told us that five body voted to go to Lhasa is the pursuit of their life and aspiration, they may be nothing, but they have a strong spiritual pursuit, heart is so enriching. At this moment, moved by their devotion. Looking back in our lives, many people for money, power, status, and the desperately hard to do anything with even desperate. Envious of their simple, there can simply be alive.
Of course, those days also had moments of weakness. Because of altitude sickness, attached three days I could not sleep all night because of headache. Ate stability and the 100-ning or in the early morning of the fourth day wake up pain, waiting for dawn. One thought the day would also like to travel more than 5 hours of washboard road, psychology began to tears, the tears began to fall wronged. Inexplicable to ask myself, how could this be? So I too am regardless of how early, made a message to Shanghai a few friends, telling them that my insomnia, and sadness, they all encouraged me to hold on, I feel completely comforted.
Trip to Tibet, and perhaps can really say is a spiritual journey, because she makes you think of a lot of people, a lot of things, past, present, and even the future.
To leave, I asked myself one: who I was.
2003.9.29-10.7 Tibet
Author: tokoy
