Before the age of 18, I have not been to Changsha, Changsha do not know of any one person. Changsha, I was a very strange place. 18 years old, Hunan entertainment suddenly hot up, so I know the two through the screen in Changsha: Jiong, Li Xiang. From them, I could feel Changsha youth and vitality. But for "Changsha ', is still a very vague concept.
Until two years ago to work, until they met one in Changsha, a Changsha-out close to me, people.
He is my colleague in everybody's eyes, tall and handsome type belongs to a class. We came to this same group of the southern coastal city to participate in a training unit, but also a are assigned to the same hostel for single layer. Our hostel is very interesting, half is home to male colleagues, and the other half is home to female colleagues, let me feel back to the university campus.
He is my real Changsha who come into contact with the younger born and raised in Changsha, Changsha, from the bones reveals a Yigu atmosphere. As the character similar reasons, we gradually approaching from the general staff, slowly became friends can talk about anything. Looking back more than two years more than 700 days, feeling much food for thought. Between us and less of the modesty of women and men rigid, we have cried together, laughed together, drunk together, with the downtown, leaving behind a lot of memories of the fragments. But slowly, I found myself to him growing dependence on increasingly fascinated. Since him, I actually liked the comic dialogue Qizhi soldiers, though not quite understand the heard but also happy Hehe giggle; because of him, I actually called on the obsession with "Dettol" and disinfectant smell, because he The clothes do not always have that kind of waving the faint fragrance powder ... ...
March 2003, a weekend, I followed him Huiliaoyitang Changsha, he was hoping to reunite with old friends in the past, and I, it is to see the place where he grew up. We stay in Changsha, less than 24 hours, and his band of friends together, we traveled to Changsha's disco, bars, eat snacks characteristics in Changsha, also boarded the antique Yuelu Academy, or to enjoy the well-known The Orange Chau Tau ... ... perhaps out of love Ukraine and Uzbekistan reason, I suddenly love in Changsha city, although no Hangzhou, Shanghai's prosperity, there is no elegance; although extremely spicy Hunan strange I did not appetite; although Changsha dialect morpheme fast so I can only understand 23 points; but I saw his work in Changsha, when a rare laugh to see his past friends closely and saw he was happy and satisfied, this is enough.
Perhaps, it seems, everything is beautiful ... ...
But --
I have long had to be a good boyfriend, but her boyfriend with me thousands of miles apart, we have separated the two places has been a full two years, we love the rocky road has gone almost three years. Boyfriend told me obedience, care for me. Both parents have long been recognized that we love. I have no reason, no little courage to find new feelings.
Chiang, Mei Chi has a song as "my dear how can you not next to me." The city has just come to work, every time he heard this song, I always think of the distant boyfriend, sad tears, but now I have will not cry easily, in addition to their own gradually mature and strong , I think, Changsha boys should be contributed. Two years, I live a mostly amateur, and his one spent, I have used him shopping, eat, go to bars, used in a sad time to talk with him, happy to share with him when . Unaware of the people in the overall men and women think we are close friends, so, I would it would be wrong to call him "husband", he would be it would be wrong to call me "wife." We have said with a smile like the feeling if they can call it "love" someone, it is how the "Plato," ah. I do not know whether my Changsha boys have a strange feeling, there may be, it may not. So long, I have been out of a very contradictory state of not only hope to have between us is quite different from the feelings of friends there; but once he was not the same as I had a little bit of true inner feelings, I would very much of the anxious, afraid to three people hurt.
I do not know my boyfriend from afar be regarded as emotional betrayal, but my mind clear, I can not give up nor give up her boyfriend of three years of the feelings. Perhaps one day I will leave the present city of Changsha, the boy left to form into their own families. Despite the sadness is so accept defeat, but for Changsha, boys, we can always be friends. Changsha - his hometown, and will carry me too much sentimentally attached to ... ...
Author: bbtang
