Guangzhou, China's three major cities, and I was the first time such a close contact with her. Guangzhou set foot on the land, suddenly trance dream, the dream vaguely recall that this city is that this piece of land floating in a kind of Jinqingqingqie The emotion of sex, which is free in this affair so I have been outside in Guangzhou .
Five years ago, his footprints remain in the corner of Guangzhou, which has been impossible to trace, I will not come all the way because of a momentary impulse to call him, after all, he has a husband, a father may be soon. But even five years ago, when I was very tired in Wuhan for the Articles by the time the city is the place to whom I am dreaming, from the city from his few words have become my spiritual support, and with I passed one by one cold rainy night, has been accompanied by intense cold I got post-graduate admission. Applicants at the graduate stage, Zhongshan University in Guangzhou has also become closer, I would like to leave him some of the more recently, a prime choice, but in order to minimize the risk of PubMed, in order to complete the two years I spent chasing the dream, I am abandoned this option is probably too ... ... to think for themselves, and only let two people go now, walking in two parallel lines.
He was my college classmate, a four-year time did not play any dealings I only know that he has a beautiful, caring girlfriend. Until a few days before graduation, the do not know what reason, we two, was able in the school's playground Cuxi talk until dawn, and perhaps at that time we both are in adversity, his choice to not to leave his girlfriend at the Guangzhou work and I am a loss for PubMed PubMed at work and once again hovering between ... ... the vulnerability of young people there so that we rely on each other's shoulders to find the peace of mind. However, this process depend on each other is very short, less than 10 days, he left the Wuhan to Guangzhou, far away.
His time in Guangzhou year, wrote to me describing his life in Guangzhou, I am in Wuhan, to share his joy and anxiety, increasing the desire to want to go to his side. Zhou Qi a cold wind in my heart is filled with tremendous loss for the future of the night, write a paragraph, that part of the text has underlines, I longed for him to reach between the spirit of maintaining a new phase, that is, during that period text, the first time I referred to Sun Yat-sen, this could be me and him live together in the same city areas. But ultimately, I chose a university in Wuhan, but also because he was not working in Guangzhou, Wuhan, smooth back. Curiously, in the same city, and we are far away from me: I started graduate school of the road, he also started a new job. More than one occasion I looked at his classmates intimate gathering to accompany his girlfriend, tasting with their own sadness or less happy for him.
Graduate students for three years, I have my own boyfriend, and his contact less, that is lessened, birthday greetings words. From year to year in the past, I have gradually faded away from him during that period as an autumn leaf between the across the sky without leaving any trace of emotion, until one day I hear from other students the message he wants to get married, but also stressed that his bride is not a his original girlfriend. I remember that moment my heart is suddenly startled, for themselves as well as to his ex-girlfriend. Recall that belongs to us part, I told myself not to go to Guangzhou, there are reasons for his girlfriend, I did not get along with him could face five-year girlfriend, can not bear the "cut corners" accusations. However, I am heartless give up the seat even allows another person so occupied - I do not know where the story of what happened, perhaps more than my Cantonese is even more unforgettable dream it, otherwise not allow one to recover the seeking of freedom of the people are so quickly wearing wedding ring. In his marriage, I imagined countless times when he was married, where I will be, will do, will the same as the television crying, drunk, or ... ... I remember he joked that we would get married the day before the letter written by find a place to bury them deep ... ... I remember the other words, he said, but at that time felt that his marriage was a matter how far, on a matter so far of course remember in Guangzhou, where not to go The only exception to the Sun Yat-sen, the day, the next a light rain, between heaven and earth was filled with sentimental atmosphere. A person walking in the Yat-sen Sun Yat-sen on the road, surrounded by towering trees, lush grass and fresh air are stimulated my senses, I think that walk in the dream and reality, between dream was five years ago, That faint melancholy, and the light smiling boy; reality is that five years later, the faint depression, shallow girl smile ... ... Five years later, in the fine mist in the drizzling rain to pay tribute not exist five years ago may be feeling they have no the excitement is only sad, more is the passing away of youthful emotion ... ...
Author: leeyan_yanlee
