October 9, 2001, night
Tender Is the Night.
Such as mercury diarrhea in the moonlight.
Have been wandering in the hotel lobby, not daring to enter the room.
This will be my first night alone with him.
SUN Min went to the room, Kuangchou the smoke, said how to do, not the slightest psychologically prepared for it. She laughed, or else with us this evening to look crowded. I looked at in that m-wide single bed, think later shaking his head, no, too sad, and no less than crowded. I asked myself pinch put out crushed to pieces lying on the ashtrays inside. Forget, or the last bar. Once on shore, to their own gas, pull themselves together, they put on the camera back to the Sun Min Road: Wish me good luck. Out of their door, walked into the room Wolia.
Acquaintance with him, maybe God might be brought together by fate, since it is God arranged, I was struggling then why bother.
The room without his Yingzong, I am not but relieved. Bathroom faucet of warm water inside out, playing on the skin is cold sting. Wear clothes, straight cold shivering, Mang Wang blanket fall in. on the dim light, look over the 100th "Little Prince".
Time in a minute with the flow, heart rate become increasingly urgent, simply pierced the quiet night on the fast until the piercing my eardrums. Finally heard the key in the keyhole where the voice of rotation, when heart beat violently, panic-stricken to red in the face, my mind a blank, do not even know how to greet him.
He saw me, a little surprised, the atmosphere a bit embarrassing. We both did not know how to get started.
Back long? Finally he asked.
Ah, you half an hour. I nodded.
By the way, more and more cold water, you had better hurry to the shower bar. Otherwise would be cold. I hastily said.
This seems to be able to remove the two relative time of my nervous.
Splashed water in the bathroom came the sound of his inside dawdle with, bathing, washing, and Xi Wazi.
My face growing red, legs more and more ice. There are no books to read and get into a word.
At this moment, only the head of Shakespeare's famous phrase: To be or not to be, (the survival or destruction), which is a question worth considering.
But by this time had become: leave or stay, (stay or leave), which is an issue worthy of consideration.
Author: andyha