A long journey, but for foreign land is no longer strangers
Flying stone sdlc403@21cn.com
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Lurches violently, I am amazed at the speed of their changing role, before returning to the south the next day, again with a clear conscience, I enjoy everything here: an endless stream of vehicles, luxury rural and urban, gray sky Meng Meng, turbidity, nutrient Adequate and packed with all kinds of temptation and desire of the air, you can destroy all the rustic atmosphere of the commercialization of the soul ... ... ... ... in respect of long ago, in that distant foreign land, in the Napian the end of the road, but I do not know mind has been vested in a strange land , I thought I had realized the mind enough to completely, thinking that a noble way to natural, simple, simple, non-seeking as the supreme state of life, assuming that he can transcend the body mind camel, all material desires and independent contempt survival.
I know I can never be done.
Sometimes it is not the root of suffering is the pain itself, but because some things seem very simple, but we can never be done. For example, to comply with "student code."
Fang Cai, followed by a number of eating out, I overlooked the front of the price of dishes, it should be able to return for N-star hotel night's sleep, an average family at least one month's living expenses, allowing students to pursue a one-year studies of mountain . . . . . It can be in addition to this immediate final product is still outside the gastrointestinal refuse anything. Companion still in the laughing, not bad manners, no one knows I will be thinking with real life, so far away from things, because everything around us is so busy and plenty, and we enjoy the stability and unity, economic growth brought about by and should bring all of the good life. My heart, but a sudden strange nausea myself, and I do not understand myself how I can forget it, how can I forget it! Not long ago, experienced everything bit by bit. . . . . . .
In the past days, spent a month's time, completed the journey more than 10,000 kilometers, from south to north across 10 major provinces and cities across the four. I even can not be a good reason to convince myself why I go? Why use this approach? It is a tourist do? Certainly not! I am more willing to call it travel, that the present is only the road, there is no attractions, only feel lonely, there is no joy soul journey.
Walk between heaven and earth, so that the soul left behind the swelling of the backpack load, so that the pace of light deep in the soul is something which a heavy imprint.
I go, only for the soul will never be lonely. I go, only for the foreign land is no longer strangers.
On the road, I use a few days, creating a weight loss 2 pounds yourself a new record of self-flagellation; in the road, I used tears ruined his own will always be strong and endless myth. In the past years, gone through half of China, never imagined a stately man, will be on the road for their own tears. Yunnan-Tibet Road in the walk through, I did not, in God will Meili Snow Mountain, I did not, in the yuan-yang to see incredible scenery, I was only the most gaffe of insomnia, I did not, no tears for himself. Mental confusion, physical in serious overdraft of death reach out to touch lives hanging by a thread of the moment, I have not thought of the tears, embellished their own use. Yet in this journey, I actually flows through the two back tears, walked the streets of their own.
Chifeng arrival the night, the hotel TV, he is stood on Peking University climbers dead topic of discussion and ask yourself two days ago in Simatai experience, I do not know why, how this damned tears are unable to control, no way to consider my image of the land down stream. 12 days later, when their own after two days and nights of virgin forest on foot, more than 60 hours of almost no sleep, from the Tianchi down after the car back two Shirakawa, in between half-asleep, in the west West fall, and with unusual beauty of the sun under the watchful eye of a sudden, uncontrollable tears once again streaming down. "Young man tired, you stayed to sleep a good bar!" This is a strange voice, made me feel far away in his hometown of fatherly concern.
Why did I go? Just like people do not understand why some people want to climb the same? Is for the heart to meet the extreme vanity, or grass is always greener on the life of another not so clever disguise and escape? Well-being of modern people, it appears that only after the fat off of, can not find the spirit of the fulcrum of life, so also keen on the strength of the grief, the whole body nowhere to make energy, into a ruin one's own body and mind Benjamin sad days already. Why did I go? Demagogic said that a person who had not love life, in another way, so that my love life.
I go, only for the life more colorful. I go, only for the foreign land is no longer unfamiliar.
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What impressed me most is from Inner Mongolia yakeshi started from south to north up to the North Pole Village Zongchuan Daxinganling the road, because of the serious lack of sleep the past few days plus diet incompetent, so I'd be completely exhausted to the physical state of near collapse, and other support to the county to the North Pole from the Mohe village road, to the numb limbs cramps, dizziness, blurred consciousness, whole body from top to bottom has no Jisi viable. At that time in my consciousness, as long as one can give me the space to lie down, I would henceforth lie down, always can not afford to, death, first let me back so deeply remember you.
The train to the White River in Changchun, I have had a child with a thought-provoking conversation. He was a primary school, got a rare disease called purple epilepsy, with his mother from the disease back Changchun Goji finished. He said that one word out of my consternation, "I'm sad to the eyes of my mother, tasteless but wasteful to discard!" Never underestimate the child's mind! He told me that he had been tortured years of his illness, talked about one of his also got the disease after the inexplicable violent life of the students, and even mentioned the other adult passengers on board are now a lot of uncivilized behavior,,,,, ,, indeed, take a look at all the misdeeds of our own, already qualified to the parents of. Life, self-righteous adults we always prefer to have a place that should be orderly change without any order, and always like to become a beautiful place garbage ridden, can get away with puff everywhere (and especially like the air-conditioning carriage), will be honest and credit should be reserved for children who have to comply, to impose on others their own sense of a man who has become its own patents. . . . . . . Then never-ending curse to support his behavior continues to rise above.
There is no age gap in this conversation, students in his purity of heart, gave me this self-righteous adults, primary school students a lesson. His eyes, and no sorrow afflicted by debilitating diseases.
I know little about the film, but will never forget a movie character, it is Forrest Gump. My deepest impression is that he spent several years and kept the country running in the lens, "Why am I He walked? I do not know why, I just wanted to run!" An IQ lower than normal people, Even many normal people are accomplishing the cause of all achievements can not reason is very simple: choose a road, go all the way, never give up, with childhood innocence, not mixed with people who have a normal IQ specific kind of selfishness and vanity, and strive to go on permanently. . . . . .
Wangjing come from downstairs, when, looking back at ladder, I would only not help but ask myself, "without any climbing equipment with me, a person can go up it?" My heart replied almost without thinking, "Impossible!" But the fact, I climbed up! ! If you go up, I learned that it's the real situation from a distance, it overlooks too steep, I think I also can not go up forever, as cowardly and a variety of concerns will be the first to beat me. Passing through Daxinganling, if I know beforehand they can only rely on a steamed bun a day of energy to support my strength (is this the first not swallowed trowel method normally absorbed and used by me), I have confidence and courage to re - continue to do some sounds have no meaning trip? If the virgin forest in Changbai Mountains on foot, I began to know the night cold and hungry in the forest again tormented two nights (no tents, sleeping bags), day-to walk tens of miles of the mountain but also weight-bearing, I will insist on the foot of Tianchi on foot through the forests to the top of the plan? I think I would also choose to give up, and then, like with most of the visitors choose up ride comfort.
Now I know, life, the completion of something, the more often there should not be, if not require much wisdom and maturity, it only requires that you select the right direction, and then persevere and never give up , just like Forrest Gump, like the brave students, just as they once walked the streets. . . . . .
When will I be stopped at their own pace? Where, in order to stop yourself? I do not know, as long as there is the distance from his home, as long as the earth itself can be trampled underfoot, I want that distant from his home, into a - home.
I go, only for the foreign land is no longer strangers. I go, only for the young is no longer written on the face, written in the - heart.
Author: AHAO7
