L came back from Tibet, I went to see her friends there entrusted her to bring me something. As a gesture of thanks I invite her to dinner, Before this, we are not familiar. Met, she said to me, can not find at home the lively restaurant children, Han's secular, she was not able to fully adapt to come back.
Children chosen restaurant not far from my house "would Xiang Jun", Hunan, store small, little guests. Needless to say the evening meal, light Gan spicy, eat Qishuang Shenyi. L is parrots, girl, talk about Tibet, straight legs eloquent than the hand-drawn, while Xianbai her necklace bracelet, for a while letting me look at her photographs. I am also very excited by her drive, Mangjiao owner contribute bootleg rice wine. Three bowls of rum Xiadu, L began to burst into tears.
She said, I do not know why I want to come back to this dirty place. I got off the plane, heat waves and the human voice on the rush over, there to open the black car, saying the airport to the Jiang Zhaikou as long as 200 ... back to the office, or same old story, ass kissing poison in the honey intrigue intrigues, all for the money ... let Qian Qian Motorists continue to Budongzhuangdong nonsense, television news is not a war of terror is to come back from Tibet ... I know let's all live in the feces, the litter smell. Previously also know that to achieve the four modernizations, now only bought a car, buy a house ... the old that the quality of life, quality of life does it mean that only the Irish coffee, and Ikea's low-end DVD piracy furniture? These are substances, spirit? Ideals? Where did all these things go ...
I was sitting opposite her, listening to her crying Lao Lao verbosity know nothing to persuade, but is also a philosophy of violence in Tibet "victims." Been to Tibet have certainly put this philosophy will be the impact of violence, as on the extent and direction will depend on personal luck, and anyone, of. One thing is sure, the independent travel in Tibet, had been most affected.
According to my experience, arrived in Tibet, first of all will lose a sense of direction and self.
Tibet is the Earth's third pole of Tibet to give you a strong "in Tibet" feeling, but also give you a strong "Elsewhere, it is somewhere else" feeling. The psychological difficulty of access to Tibet to make way back into an abstraction, a strong exotic even make you forget the places of origin. In this way, you have to enter Tibet trap.
Talk about "self." Self-value is based on awareness of their physical and mental activity and control. But in Tibet, as the foundation of the existence of self-values changed. You Maoruo Tianxian, where few people agree with; you stylish, or plain, others unmoved; you talk, there is no audience; you have money, and immortal, not doing much to see you at a glance. The original loss of the set of criteria for judging the role of cognition, new standards can not be formed but a moment, so "Who am I," "Where I want," the type of problems arises spontaneously, in other words, "I" lost. Especially those who travel alone, they completely lost contact with the original values, only one challenge.
Direction has been disappearing, self-detained, you choose to back or forward? If you choose to forward, you will lose confidence.
Of human self-confidence is rooted in human beings and nature to compete. Upright walking ape-man stood up that day, "people" felt themselves and other bio-not the same. So we are moving mountains and land reclamation, building bridges and making roads, sitting in the huge machine, like where and birds fly, and passed humans over nature, natural moat change thoroughfare. Nevertheless, Tibet, this place allows you to suddenly does not. Set aside and that a number of newcomers to the physiological response that the Sichuan-Tibet line a rain, even the hillside had been cut down, and even the best off-road vehicles also have to obediently, etc.;-Tibet line-side collapsed fruit bar yoghurt you is not on the drink; Goddess Peak as if someone went to climb, but step on the foot and also from the so-called conquest of the galaxy from far, not to mention a lot of peaks even see the side of St. Kamiyama difficult. Simple Well, you can not change what you are extremely insignificant. By comparison, the Tibetans will not have so much wishful thinking, their ancestral succumbed to the forces of nature, live in a natural Lane; even be magic of a shaman, is nothing but the help of a natural. The simple truth is actually great wisdom. Let's pull not open break with both hands but to accept the frustrated.
Direction, self, self-confidence, all have been deprived of Tibet, you apart from outside themselves, in fact nothing. I do not know if you stray back, you will be remodeling the Tibetan philosophy.
Tibet is known as pure and holy places, because here, there is no cross-flow of the material desires of the block, things to restore the unity of appearance and essence. This makes absolutely possible, while making all the relative to become the premise of opposites and thus disappear. White or non-white, good and non-good, black and evil does not exist. With the direction of the spirit, and all external forces can not stop. Loss of self and self-confidence that we have seen, the true colors of life and of the world; we feel, the driving force of life and of the will. Confronted with everlasting mountains and rivers in the ancient wisdom of generations, a natural desire to explore the origin of the formation in our hearts. What is time? What is life? What is the driving force of life? Here is the answer there, but for everyone, this answer is unique, although each person got the answer in fact is not entirely the same.
Together with the Tibetan monasteries in Tibet itself, like a black hole. They absorb all the energy, including time. These are absorbed into the energy of the energy of Tibet itself, forming a huge whirlpool, which is Tibet's "field." Think about it, wind and water driven prayer wheel streamer with thousands of years of wisdom and magic nightmare with echoes in the air; tens of thousands of believers in this world with the mantra of the highest call of the gods, and shaking through the barrel around the particular structure and or the natural landscape as never ceased rotation. In this huge spiral, even as spectators, can not self-sustaining. You do not understand Buddhism, but the collective strength of will, how dare you not believe?
The remaining time, you will continue to live in such a skeptical or Maosedunkai, until you leave. So you go back to the so-called earth, the origin has been re-covered, you find the spirit of the direction in Tibet does not exist here, or have long been forgotten, you should quickly find his own, self-confidence and various equipment, but unfortunately they are pressed in the luggage the bottom, looking out, probably have some time bar.
L is the case.
Trendy place is not the only one in Tibet. If I put the fear and not worth mentioning. If there are unbelievers, non-go look at my writing may print out this nonsense as a spiritual guide book. Wherever he went, every loss of an object, a check mark in the above picture to see whether the Right I said. You may also find other missing detainees may be altered, let's go on then they are added.
For those who want to go to Tibet do not want to be changed or lost something, I also have another Gong Lue.
1. In order to maintain direction and self:
Hupenghuanyou, Do not drop a single.
Mobile phone to play non-stop, Internet cafes occupy the seat children, and always keep in touch with friends and family.
Overbearing clamor, a constant reminder of their existence.
Do not the locals speak in order to avoid being drawn into the trap.
2. In order to overcome Nature:
White Pollution is a symbol of human civilization, will be able to war, natural.
Hell Kailash Mansarovar Yatra, mountains are the first up to say, Lake is able to swim on the swim.
Animals are also giving people food.
3. In order not to be changed:
Be assured that can do various points of the above person is invulnerable in.
Author: mandala