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Until today, I understand that many times walk, just a little bird in order to instill their own soul.
None of us are not able to fly, but at least can know the taste of flying.
I like to walk in the sunny wilderness, a vain attempt to intercept 1:00 Long sunny, so that they can laugh out of these sunny taste.
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I have countless times in a dream return to that place: the wilderness of the sun, a bare-backed child, set aside their black lovers a month on the grass gallop. The grass was full of bright red wild strawberry and yellow dandelion out ... ...
That's my childhood, belong to me, is a natural.
No one from the left side of Beijing's eating strawberries while the girls said to me: I do not know dandelions look like.
She has reached the age of flower seeds. I watched her flirtatious strawberries painted red lips, a look of compassion: In reinforced concrete jungle growth so far, and she did not even seen such a simple symbol of nature. In her mind there is no natural concept: a bright, fresh and trendy stripped of her coat, her face full of thick Xi Jin was frivolous cosmetics, and then she was exhausted from the heart out of all the incoming constantly updated to follow the trend of thought, she would only one in from the field can also give full play to the smooth bladder.
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This is just a simple phenomenon: do not know dandelion.
And not know the nature of nature, or their own nature, light in my eyes not only float, but also sad.
Their natural - without it, your existence is equivalent does not exist.
I like to walk, especially the likes of reinforced concrete direction from the wild berries and dandelions.
I have walked into a natural, because I like to see their nature nature natural.
As a result, walk into an indelible part of my spirit can not be drugs.
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Might is a self-perceived "Beijing first-generation immigrants," thinking of everything, I think it is not just in one place doing the tourist can be called "travel." Drifter remote that the growth of a temporary place to live, in my view, are "travel." Later, my "travel" was given a more broad extension: the work of change, career change, a mood of the story generation and death, in my eyes have become a "tourist."
When the "tourism" eventually became one of my life, when, and then the "Travel" is word to sum up his life for some time, I think that that is not in place, and very bad mood.
I put the term be changed to "walk" or "away."
Finally, everything I own to break the routine procedure known as wandering behavior.
So, I think the walk is a very rock pieces of things.
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For most of us in terms of ants living, but is seen in a fixed procedure to extend the passage of time.
Repeat the lives of those pale, but also those tedious love and did not give us the number of fresh perspective. Is like a rock pioneer Cui Jian, The lyrics: "When we can do, only physical needs." We eat, we want sex.
Therefore, our lives are usually physical in nature, the lack of chemical reaction; physical overlay and change things in any case, the end result is still the physical.
People live I, an autumn vegetation. If our own little longer to go through and experience the case, several decades down the step by step we have is just acting out of a drinking water like a reality show.
I think all the exodus of discontented people, that is another kind of life.
Besides wandering.
A good walk, as is running in a dream. The body was completely open, all the sensory organs are dynamic. Heavy as a mountain past the concept of xing XU will suddenly like a floating light touch of the immediate passing of the clouds; Xunsimihuo a past love, xing XU will suddenly expose the truth does not matter straightforward.
So, walk with their feet is not just coming out.
Walk more than a decade at least twice a year, so that my eyes and heart was going through all filled my world right again intermittent pale to restore some color.
Walk, so I am sure I was alive.
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I tried to figure out one for me personally, a very serious question: walk for me is the inherent nature, or acquired from the inertia of the establishment?
Or I seriously need?
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Childhood may determine a person's grown up a lot of growth direction.
My childhood is unfettered freedom:
I do not have any one electric toys, my toys are own use mud, wood, wire according to its own whim intentions made, and will not be any toy manufacturers to design a priori to please guide and influence.
I do not have pets, can I bitch's nest had risked their lives to steal out of puppy raising. I have many times to catch tadpoles, although the results are every time they grow up and they have all turned into toads. I have also raised dragonflies, fireflies, kingfishers, rabbits, turtles and snakes, they are all I have obtained in the field.
My greatest war is the capture of mice with various sorts of ways, and then drowned it.
My greatest boast is to use a slingshot made from a bird to lay the greatest.
I like to grow vegetables. Even if the outcome of a small harvest will also be made into a small dish dishes my mother.
I put all of his collection of comic books come to bus station put out a stall, two cents a showed passers-by to see; so that he will not reach out to ask at home for self-reliance teachers to turn in required work-study program for two dollars money.
I am a fishing players and seven, when out with their own rudimentary fishing rod up too couple of pounds of wild fish weight.
I will swim very early, when nine years old can use the dog paddle across the homeland to which the more than 100 meters wide, fast-flowing river.
I like the wild, and his companions hide and seek, in order not to be found in two hours, I can lie motionless on the ground in the peanut.
My bags are very light, because it was only the language and mathematics textbooks, a stationery, two exercise books.
School, our teachers will help lift irrigated vegetable garden, by the way try out what she ground tomatoes and cucumbers.
When the spring went to the ground and mining rape, were farmers in one breath catch up with school to write checks.
Summer physical education is collective Xiahe Moyu then caught the fish to the teacher to improve his food.
Put the leaves collected in autumn burning stolen roasted potatoes to eat.
Winter class, I will be in their own Shoulu in secretly eat roasted soybeans. Teacher found Pilipala voice that they would be driven punished by standing outside a classroom, and then jump up enough from the roof down the ice on the hook upside down to eat.
I and the rural kids play together, and learning, but my mother is the dean of clinics, I am seeking only to play after school, do not need to like the other kids to play as Zaiqu wild pigs grass, dry-point farming family on .
I use red ink painting a big Erhualian, often the daughter of a person on night duty nurse scared Wawadajiao; until the clinics open regular meeting when they were hung his head and kick out the mother told the Da Huoer will no longer do it.
Grandmother holding my hand to the wards for patients who did not eat porridge drink delivery.
Zhang San frequent bed-wetting-to-door in order to cure the defects we have to prepare a broth to drink his grasp hedgehog - his father said, hedgehog drink soup can cure bed-wetting.
We are hated by name Uncle hold us up and tie with a beard of our face, put hospitals watchdog named "by name." Then one day we cried, "by name! By name!", One dog and his uncle by name at the same time, he went before us know.
I do not know McDonald's, Kentucky Fried Chicken Transformers Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, nor has it been forced studied piano violin and painting.
When I do not know anything, so I can know everything.
I was a kid what rules are not, so I did not start very early when the track-type life.
I am a free.
So my life I like the feeling of freedom.
So my life I would like to go wandering.
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Dandelion is a kind of long grass in the sun, the sun bright open cluster of bright yellow petals. When mature, the only head of a hollow stem in having a hairy ball, covered with seeds. Fengyi Chui, seeds which will bring their own little bit of a big parachute, to the growth of their own future destiny entirely to the wind.
In my hometown, people call it "yellow seedlings."
I remember a time when out of home, my mother has always been calm with calm eyes looked over her, one son said: you are a flower seedling's life, where that is where the fall.
At that time, I am not the seeds.
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My hometown is called Cai Yang.
Cai Yang Hubei Zaoyang following an old town. Zaoyang, it is now a county-level city; formerly known as Kwong-cheong, the emperor set up the system of prefectures and counties have already set up when the county. I remember the "three Erpai" first "Yu Shi made it clear that" where the first article, written the story took place in Zaoyang.
Old Town, but are actually only a narrow old streets, extending a scattered small village can be regarded as the most peripheral of the administrative fine. The origin of the name of the town, but added quite a number of contextual flavor.
Familiar with the "Three Kingdoms" friends of nature all know: when will be the occasion of the three situation, Yan Liang Guan Yu chopped punish Wen Chou, Guayin sealed gold, Riding Alone for Thousands of Miles, over five hurdles to finally reach the city by Zhang Fei stationed, was Cao Cao's generals Cai Yang Zhuizhi under the city. Guan Yu, Zhang Fei to within three drum chopping down Cao Cai Yang to prove that their vow in their minds. Guan Yu Sui chop Cai Yang.
The story behind the unofficial part of civil society, "Three Kingdoms" and more to write the history of the "Three Kingdoms" there can not be recorded: Cai Yang's White Horse Tuozhuo masters corpses, Line to Old Town, will throw the body placed in the town of Cai Yang the first among the big Ancient Kiln. White horse ran on their own. Villagers often found after the White Horse stealing crops, the number of arrests have been turned, thinking that God Ma. Is buried and the Si Yang Cai, Sui Wo Yu Ji Whitehorse died before the hunger strike. Future generations a sense of pity for their loyalty, will be buried with Cai Yang, Wai mound to construct a temple, the name: the White Horse Temple.
Grandpa was alive, the town dedicated to the god of wealth are the text of the God of Wealth, that is, the more the country spring and Fan Li. Guan Yu Cai Yang is a result of bits of the beheaded, so the town used to be the God of Wealth will not worship of Guan Yu Wu; are also not allowed to theatrical troupe staged in the town of Cai Yang repertoire all the three countries.
White Horse Temple, the town has become the most important piece of people's minds the psychological edge of a field. Grandpa and grandma is white horse under the watchful eyes of stone formed a husband and wife.
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The origin of the name of the town that I have learned from my father's mouth.
When I returned to town specifically to see the look at the White Horse Temple, first saw a couplet - because the parallelism is very neat, logical allusions, rated as excellent work, so read a few times to remember:
Red face Bing Chi Xin, riding a red rabbit Herd, Quchi not forget, when Chidi;
Qing Deng concept of Annals, Directors Lung Yan Yue, micro office worthy of blue sky.
Guan Yu is actually written in couplets, which his father described the version differ. I do not know because it has been bestowed on Guan Yu the God of Wealth of the reason for the arms, or future generations in the worship in the field of pure and romantic. - Or is it that people now placed first in the pursuit of money for the God of Wealth for the allegiance of the white horse of course, than the more economical.
I walked home town at the time, every household's television hit that year, played almost all of the TV series "Romance of Three Kingdoms."
Natiao ancient narrow streets remains the same, but then all of the small Western-style house is close to the new road and repair cover; Street becomes a less eye-catching alley. I have the time to walk the old streets and saw many old houses have been arriving in front of the wooden planks on the pier a stone roller, as is to the dead do not return to archive years Yongjie in the dark of the.
New Street replaced the old street. Young people are reluctant to return to streets, leaving a group of old teeth faster without the old lady, sitting under a tree playing mahjong in the streets of Laohuai card. Occasionally a group of sparrows flutter Lengleng a run-down and gray tiles from the roof to fly to the top of another piece rundown gray tiles, and then flutter Leng Leng to habitat falling tree branches Laohuai Qiu Jin's trees, like as before.
In addition to Grandma's insoles, the old town, all eventually and I no longer have any connection. Every year my grandmother gave me two pairs of embroidered insoles, saying that a pair to me, the other pairs of young married woman to her Sun's future.
In a snowing winter I went to home town, when suddenly from the roadside a store horse came a song:
I heard that they hired away the red brick home on a concrete wall, people get home they want and yet lose their own mottled wooden door a few words carved such a blessing from generation to generation Generation of Inheritance Chuan incense ... ...
Playing that day, I love the Luo.
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I have been to Anhui Shexian, Yi Xian; of Pingyao in Shanxi Province; Hunan, Phoenix and other places, the prosperous years have seen similar with my hometown.
Or classical in the modern offensive squeezed under the loss of integrity, or to scratch a little bit towards the annihilation.
The face of the wheel of history can not wishful thinking. Modern architects in the United States declared a trendy "Manhattan Declaration" thrust of the declaration is: Do not try to maintain the classical, do not then re-create classic classic way; all of the classical attempts will be progress in modern society and progress of the speed the badly beaten by knock under.
So that my nostalgia for the classic is a antiquated and old-fashioned. I always feel that after the wheels run over - even if the car is heading for the more developed modern, the number of those ruts will give people the impression of empty feeling.
Often feel that they travel back home, while the hometown feeling I am letting some of the changes in the direction of the world disagree.
Therefore, the wandering of the history and experience of what precipitated, either let me free to change or delete some have a fixed point of view, but also allows me to feel more firm some.
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I thought the boxes that the impression in my first walk.
Some well-behaved children, or in the vanity of the parents of the catalyst Bianguai children grow up to be clear to others, said: I remember when I was two ... ...
If you believe in science, if so, if the above is the shit - scientifically proven: people in the age of four ago, not really mature memory cells.
In fact, I have a child is good as gold, but I am impressed by the walk is probably the first time in eight years.
The age of eight a cloudless, sunny afternoon - CUT! In fact the weather that day and I simply can not remember, I only remember that mother took me from a good study, day by day to tick upward classroom slipped out, she told me she had given to me in the eyes of the teacher has always been wise and correct a good fake: the allowing me to go out with her on a walk around half a month.
In other words: my mother helped me escape a school.
As if my mother was going to the various townships of the county hospitals (that when we say that the hospital there is this word, this memory certainly right.) Have visited, my responsibility is to do what I damn Genpi Chong.
Gen Pichong now basically do not remember anything, and just remember sitting in an ambulance is always the last row, over the bridge will be excited when the got up and count the number of bridge railing on the ball, and then excitedly to me mother to be a factual report on - of course I did not know at that time my mother this inspection does not include the statistics the number of bridge railing on the ball this one.
Then there will be a day when the parking Pidianpidian went to the driver in front of his uncle, looked up and bright red little face (Alas! Text is deceptive, and you want to faithfully write articles is not easy to really fuck ah! - in fact, at that time, I like to run around everywhere under the sun, as well as what Xiahe Lao Yu, it is a resounding nickname called "briquettes commander," I looked up at most only a small fresh black face.) asked the day of our Zheliang ambulances are the number of kilometers the ambulance.
15 days must register is 500 kilometers. Grown-up again after I counted once: at most, that is, more than 300 km. Uncle drivers falsifying accounts merely to satisfy my little vanity Bale.
I remember these.
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After a long time before I thought about this question: more than 300 kilometers of the place actually did not leave any impression on me; even an impression, where I have never failed to come once.
So I learned to cherish the walk: so many places, or you will never come to the stage, there could not leave any impression; or walk time, a lifetime xing XU can no longer walk once again.
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That was eight years old when a 300 km walk on the train my hobby, it is purely nonsense.
Like to see the bridge.
Child car, every car has opened arch bridge, I always am excited to stand up from his seat as he loudly shouted: "Bridge! Bridge!!", While breaking off a finger on the bridge railing End Operator The number of the ball.
The highest number of number of years through the massive bridge is the county seat.
In fact, it is only a single-arch bridge, the railings on the ball does not like the Marco Polo Bridge above as many of the numerous stone lions. Through this arch all call each time, have a few; finally Let me tell you clearly and verified several times: the number of railings on the ball 36.
Graduating from middle school summer holidays, with my mother to Wuhan. Boarded the Yellow Crane Tower, I saw the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge. I find it a tall, my concepts for the bridge stretch: the home through the massive 36 ball with the bridge railing, is too trivial.
Wuhan is the stove that day the sun violent, but I still insist on walking away from the Yangtze River Bridge in the past. When I left, because the bridge is too long, I will no longer be a few of the railing of the bridge above.
From the test out of town to go to Beijing to college, in Wuhan, boarded the train north.
Early morning across the Wuhan Yangtze River Bridge at dusk across the Zhengzhou Yellow River Bridge. When the train crossed the bridge, there are regular thunder thunder incite high-spirited mood, I proud of his success: his last will no longer have to cross a ball 36 which excited the bridge railing.
University, came after work visit many places, seen and gone through so many kinds of bridges. There is no number above the bridge railing, and no excitement before, high-spirited too; even see the first bridge of the Yellow River in Lanzhou, even to see the Eurasian continental bridge in Istanbul, have just looked at the calm in the slower to catch,拍几张照片relinquish.
The world is great, but you do not see that it is not out of the wells, and then a big world and you have nothing to do with your world and that remains a well. Is not only vision, but also thinking. Many people thought their lives were being looked at and analysis used in that small piece of wall around the Bale.
This is the walk one of the benefits: is a second stretch of the world and has been again and again stretch the chest, and even be a second stretch of life ... ...
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Tour Kham grassland alone, when a series of exciting sounds to me from falling asleep in a rude awakening:
Car, a Tibetan child, pointing to the window in front of shouting: "Bridge! Bridge!!." This was actually the sound so familiar, so loud! - Windows in front, is a country with concrete bridge railing.
I subconsciously look at the child's hand, he has three fingers bent, and are continuing to bend ... ...
Cars crossed the bridge, I passed by to ask: "tell me, how many bars it?" Went so far as some strange sounds.
Children excitedly answered: "36!"
Suddenly transfixed, I am.
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The first walk is a college class when the color to paint and to Huangshan. Led teacher is Mr. Zhu Lao.
Mr. Zhu Lao art from family, his brother and his twin brother, both artists had been invited along with painting shop in Beijing, have had the "Zhushi three brothers exhibition." Mr. Zhu Lao's own multi-Art Museum of China, Vice painting was included as a collection of works, is still the United States, Canada and Hong Kong held their own personal art exhibition.
When the Americans intended to be sent to Mr. Zhu Lao green card in hand when Mr. Zhu Lao indifferent smile, ignored. So when Zhulao chose to return to do when the art teacher, the school held a house was also specially welcome and praised Zhulao how how patriotic and so on.
When I discussed the matter with the Zhulao when Zhulao not without self-deprecating smile: I chose to return simply because of my painting is the only way to survive the soil of China, left China, I thought the art on the dried up.
Zhu Lao is a very typical of the pure artist, whole body of academic atmosphere, romantic atmosphere, real and comfortable, sometimes naive, as is another of the children who do not understand things.
When climbing Huangshan, despite the old gentleman heavy camera bags, heavy paintings were those of us with boys and shifts in bear mountain climbing, but the climb to the top in terms of Huangshan is still too hard for the old man. But the old man sternly refused to sit cable car, sternly refused to take the slider that must to appreciate the step by step, the venue for King of the scenery of Huangshan; side of the pass flushed big mouth breathing while using finger gestures out of a block diagram to us, tell us where to where may be composition, where Where can I describe the color out of a very good painting.
Since it is the only old man who led the teachers, so camping is necessary to follow the old man's command, often selected guest houses, the old man on the gentle manner with the attendant bargaining - old man himself is certainly not short of money to spend, he is doing it in order to Those of us who cash-strapped students.
Every time we looked at old gentleman bargaining, feel that there is Gentle met soldiers - vain old gentleman in any way but to no avail. So do his accomplice approached the three after two down, the old man began to have self-knowledge, and big hands wave: "We live here, this month, Koizumi students, up bargain!"
Mountaineering, painting, after everyone tired, want to nest earlier in bed rest, the old man brings us a one be arrested, saying it was outside under the moonlight in the United States told us his story.
We found a mountain to sit down and up the steep side of a cliff on one side is down into an abyss, in front of a full moon is the levant. Old man to lecture, and another that he is actually an American artist of a very horrible experience, with some mysterious power of the art world. Having heard them, the girls everybody chilling, boys were also felt back Zhimaoliangqi.
Old man who was like magic, like, from the Huai took out a bottle of wine inside, proudly laugh: This is a suspense horror novel, I have only just come out with the first-person account! Haha, scared you?
We really are scared, because when the old gentleman about to add a lot of their real-life experiences; Besides, he is indeed an artist, a previously never spoken to any of the story of our artists, and did go to the United States ; when he tells about art inside the paragraphs, and the usual class time to teach us exactly the same brilliant place, so we will collectively fooled.
Gentleman to open the bottle cap, said to us: all a distant mountains across the front of a screaming, echo is a good listen, and who echo a long time, anyone can try this my bottle of wine.
That night, we are facing the distant mountains, facing the moon, Earned dripping a roaring all night.
Even today, for Zhulao of the inherent strong simple and naive, I still admire the five-body cast, for the edge of death, his retreat is also simple and naive, I still treasure to be added!
I would like to, but then I obsessed single trip to the surprise and delight the romantic in some travel pieces are presented in detail with Mr. Zhu Lao by a background.
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I have the first two are self-tour and the beloved woman Y together.
2094 summer, I painted Architectural Rendering earned a little money, summer vacation on board when the Y, run out the back of his luggage along with architectural sketches.
We admire and close thousands of years through natural selection of human intelligence and co-crystallization of the ancient houses made of: they are the natural respect and become a natural form of industrial civilization under the premise of the city before; they are a modern city as the origin and based on interpretation of textbooks; they can explain the building, and tell us almost all the architectural significance. This similarity makes the architectural concept and I chose the ancient Huizhou Y concentration of residential areas: Shexian, Yixian County.
That it was a walk there are many wonderful stories I can not speak out, like "Saving Private Ryan" inside Captain Ryan asked about the story between him and his wife by the time the answer was the same: the stories I just leave myself.
That time we drew a lot of houses sketches, we use these paintings inside the school organized a painting exhibition. Graduated two years later returned to school, come there are still people recognize me that the exhibition is one of the authors, that time, I have started a journey alone.
Travel among the several times we have shared the excitement in. This embraced a relatively silent. The kind of "silence speaks at this time," the feeling of love, the kind of personality was inspired by a deep sense of satisfaction, the kind of sentiment has been to broaden the professional sense of being confirmed, all of us intoxicated. For me personally, never have never felt like that kind of time travel: it full of super-large capacity of my wandering sense, professional sense, the sense of all the passion of love.
Back in Beijing, Y say it was a cattle X's words:
"I think the man's charm lies in the fact that he is not conquered by the share of earthly nature."
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Mr. Bai Hua read a long "distance has a daughter, State", in his article, daughter of the country school of clear, simple way of life to the original form of existence; daughter, and our country like the real world far away. The article at the end, when two of the world their territories, the time, everyone wore the sun has changed not the same.
Daughter of the country Ninglang in Lijiang, where the mountains should have a clean, clean water, and clean person.
In February 2095 of the winter vacation, we decided to go to Yunnan paint. In the decision, the Y, said: Let the passion to have a relevance gap to continue to spread.
The final trip is very easy. For example, buy a ticket.
I promised I would take full responsibility for Y's mother to take care of Y; this is a point to take his own daughter did not approach the lovely mother, before leaving she asked us to sit back and forth to be sleeping. I promised a one.
During the Spring Festival in Beijing, many people Xizhimen ticket queue. I remember a window only sell eight to Kunming berth. I let Y itself back to the school break, I said: "I have to line up tomorrow morning you woke up you can see our berth of." - Y refused, she went to rent a two Mazari, to sit down and said: "I stay with you. you are a man-in-line, multi-hard to get time呀! two were much better, and I'll say hello to speak呀!" and then holding my hand very lovely to squeeze squeeze the nose, good mood smile.
Thus from five o'clock in the afternoon, queuing up the next day 10:30. Belonging to us to get our votes.
So I think that walk from the decision to walk in that moment had already begun.
Chinese New Year in Dali. Where there are no people refuse to paint us into their courtyard. We are on the grounds of sitting days, when underground art, Bai aunt usually come up with two small stool to us; then Eurya out a large bottle of tea, the two put a glass of tea and gently placed on our side. As we prepared to take leave when the unfinished one, it was found inside the courtyard of the people went out to go to the market. This frankly trust between the people always let us sincerely happy and happiness. - We always pick up a good stools, tea bottles, cups, and then tore off the sheet of blank paper, a sum of a painting to read, "Thank you" message.
In Lijiang, a Naxi man figure who trained in painting while watching us to tell us: earlier Lijiang has a talent for drainage systems. At night there are professionals who perform their own post in the ancient city closing the downstream side of the river water, so that streams gradually diffuse the streets Chi Yu; and then out of the water balance will not be Yanguo any threshold. Tian-Gang Liang wiped drainage gates will be raised, so the whole city a day's dirt can not be implemented; with a central street of Lijiang ancient city were paved with colorful stones, clean up after the sun photos, colorful, brighter cool head ..... .
"Unfortunately, during the Cultural Revolution, the drainage system has been completely destroyed, now matter how recovery can not啦!" Finished man it slowly climb the stairs down, sighing again and again to long gone.
After listening, Y and I can not calm mood to go slow start to write again.
As Lijiang is located in an earthquake-prone areas, many old houses are crooked for. Square Street north of an old residential areas, almost even than the Leaning Tower of Pisa in Italy, "pizza." I and Y with a smile to this is simply impossible to tilt a little bit of the old house once again played a name: "best in the world crooked."
Early in 2096, but also the Spring Festival had never been seen, Lijiang earthquake. National has a follow-up reports.
Nearly half of Lijiang ancient city to the bad old house severely damaged, and some residential areas after wind and rain had completely collapsed. We are painting the house and landscape, and some may have become an representation of history.
The Quartet did not know the street Nazuo by us as the "best in the world distorted," the old one, whether still escape once again distorted and not a flop? Do not know Napian beautiful gray roof, will now become what ......
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Three travel, resulting in today's my biggest hobby: Walk.
Now think of it, I love Y began in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, Shandong, ancient building practice, it was a class trip. Taihu Lake in the swim, I, and Y become a couple. That was in 2094 in May, the day sunny.
Later, I and Y has also been with the steppes of Inner Mongolia and Shanxi, the Hukou Waterfall. Back from the Hukou Waterfall near an autumn evening, Y out of my space. That was in 2096 in October.
Dunhuang is also the first trip alone in this love Because of the loss.
It made me somewhat believe that the fate of the so-called.
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The first single journey begins with the decision of the day gathering of friends.
I like all of us, let's face waves with a regular smile. Suddenly I was firmly captured a feeling - I felt a strong sense of force, I think my very restricted space, almost suffocating me.
Raised his head, in front of faces and memories of a face at the same time Zhang has become distant and unfamiliar. I am lonely and deeply lonely. Finally, I began to sorrow, because I find myself feeling a little bit of light at all. I actually live with a bloated feeling for a long period of time - just because a failed love affair.
Those bloated is not me, this period of time I've lived too nonself. Many of the original is not my thing can parasites in my body, but the growth was quite good! Because I was nourished with them. I took time to come up with ideas of non-repeated watering is a lovelorn sentiments do!
I would like to wash your hair, bathing, and brainwashing. I want to breathe a little decadent taste with no air. I might be sick, I would like to go out a walk, clean themselves, so that they can point the atmosphere. So I decided to a man quietly went to a distant place, to an atmospheric place to go to where the atmosphere inside the body to transplant into their own.
Three days later, I am a man set foot on the westbound train. I would like to hold with its own unique perceptive, you want to re-live a natural, clean life, light and life. At a minimum, I do not want to laugh blindly vague, I would like to rediscover my own sense of the sun.
I would like to abandon the sinking again to enjoy life. - Take the beginning of this journey alone.
Travel alone in terms of Dunhuang abnormal heavy for me personally, a lot of travel concept has been clearly define them. Also, I did it: I will give a complete ending of sorrow. I followed Northwest's atmosphere and find their own sense of always sunny smile.
There is such a word to say:
You lose social position, loss of job location, position or loss of love, but ultimately will be left --
A nature and your location.
Alone on the journey from obsession.
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My good friend the United States donkey koko generation students, but also engage in a careful, walk into the lives of inertia guy. She has a habit of wandering the time: that faithfully records all the way off-road vehicles kilometers traveled.
Every time you see her in a small amount of a painting to write the books when the number of kilometers, I really can not bear to look down upon her: its grandmother, and you have enough interest in this pre-school, non-secret when I was eight years old had engaged in similar acts.
Chong said she was a classic phrase - "Although we came together as colleagues, but my heart is still in the single trip"'s sake, and then washed her thanks to the non-Ichiro "non-secret" Do not number's sake, amassing at me can not live up to the "very dense, then" The accurate evaluation of the copies, I close this text even if free of charge to the koko.
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"Although we came together as colleagues, but my heart is still in the journey alone," this sentence is a cattle X,.
For guys like me, this phrase is also used in the walk is not just, "Go along with it."
There are many urban men and women lying hoof: the Kara OK lie shoes, bowling shoes lie, lie disco shoes, dance veneer lie hoof, New Year's lying hoof, hoof Christmas lie, lie hoof Halloween, Valentine's Day lie hoof, matchmaking lying hoof, hoof match-lying ... ...
These knuckles are all lying together, but together does not mean you will not be alone.
A certain moment, you look at those who are familiar smile would feel very distant, distant like that you have never seen.
At that moment, I will be cemented between the hustle and bustle atmosphere of a person running briskly.
At that moment - only a moment, do you even think about trying to enter my world, I have never thought of, and your world have any relevance.
That feeling that the cold and cool.
Is the case.
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For this reason, I often coldly looking at a person I have turned a blind eye to immediate environment, with a complete stranger's eyes casually looked around everything.
Then I got a lot of crying like a new sense of laughter.
This let me feel really comfortable.
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Buddhist Village talked about both "Jataka": a person from birth to death, in essence, is a person's existence.
From a single existence to independence, there is no such a "single", a person, whether living in what the state are non-existent.
There are always a group of people around: they can not be left alone. If placing an order they will Hupenghuanyou, or find a temporary filling materials to fill the empty world, or simply to participate in match-. They always want to rush the crowd. Such people exist only by the help of others to feedback from its own existence, life, power is not from his heart. Their hearts like a coin: the lack of extended power and inclusive space; them to take that much difficulty.
Some people were a heart like the ocean, life can often smell the fragrance of other people feel.
Even friends and family together, or married, it should first be "single." "Single" does not mean giving up the exchange.
In fact, "single" can make a person more tolerant, gentle, more cherishing life, more can be Huaizhao lasting love. Only "single" better feel for when and perception to get along with others, to get along with the world situation and things will even know how to cherish the beautiful things.
I know a woman, always someone to talk. Her talk because of her husband frequently beat her bad way.
I told her: Since the unbearable, you should immediately divorced.
She did not divorce, she continued to talk.
I no longer listen to any talk of her. I conclude that this is a can not "single" woman: either to leave her husband can not live, or we simply can not independently be separated from the living habits.
I also know a man, friends said he was very good; he always hoped to find an ideal partner.
His love, and then fail. Immediately after the failure of a few days to find a woman to fall in love, and then fail, and then fall in love; is non-stop. Because he simply can not tolerate loneliness.
To the last time that the quality of love, he did not, and had been unable to find what he called the ideal companion.
Because he is a can not "single" man.
I do not believe one can not bear the lonely people can be tough and unchangeable.
I do not believe one can not "single" person can live the glory and splendor.
Either alone or together, I believe I can very well be alive. Alone and together for me, just one appearance.
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To me, the beauty of solitude is a necessity, "single" is a real mature, independent travel is an absolute open like flowers.
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So, I like to travel alone, addicted mess.
When my brigade alone abnormal sensitivity, and wonderful - it really is a flower open.
I often travel alone a moment touch to their true heart, looking down into their own little bit of that splendid natural world.
I often travel alone a moment in the crystal-clear to find their most wanted.
I would silence such as water. My thoughts are four conflicts, and even all-inclusive, and it can Mok Yu.
Because of this, a specific moment in the walk, I will never belong only to myself.
Because of this, walk means that a truly free and truly open.
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I have received a lot of education. Frequent travel alone, because he liked to have received more education.
Hubei, level of education - specifically, educated Hubei Examination levels - the whole is very family line of the. But unfortunately, I studied area in Xiangfan, Xiangfan region level examination of the Third World as a whole, Hubei; even more unfortunate is that I enrolled in Xiangfan Zaoyang area, Zaoyang area standard of the Examination is the third in Xiangfan region世界.
Comparing the level of the examination of Hubei family line inside the ninth in the world, in order to test out a relatively family line of college students, is the piece to the collective ancestors were the first large incomparable things.
Every year, Hubei college admission scores of lines like the summer flood season off of the Yangtze River in Wuhan, like high, overlooking askance be called public provinces. Hubei In fact, I really very smart in this thoroughgoing Hubei guy is not very good, but the capacity of Hubei Examination absolutely no doubt - rather, is how to copy things from books purely boring paper on a pure in exchange for a higher level to go can be a pure book of pure boredom scores.
Happens I am not good at such a good exam points earned master, in addition to writing scores, are frequently hear thunder in the quiet office away from the rest of the courses are usually unknown being gang bookworm Tacai they never go to see a basketball court never the film never learn breakdance 3.1 line to shuttle all day dining in the classroom which both lovers a month following the quarters.
To the High School of my results have not yet reveal a little bit of college can be a sign.
My sister said to me in a timely manner Education: You have to test out, be sure to go to a country with a long history of city life; otherwise you obliterated.
Has always been a passionate young people not willing to annihilation nature of life.
9 Niu Er-hu, I was from the group of 3.1 line lovers a month following re-energized; and then I also put my lovers a month into a 3.1 line, and placing all the soul of the wind Erotic photo of the signs of the expense of flowers, snowy night, and then a 9 Niu Er-hu to the group of lovers a month they are standing on their own lovers a month below.
That year, I took a class beyond the score line of 30 points key university figures, squeezed into the city of Beijing.
And then a super-nine cattle Er-hu, I have to stay in Beijing.
Then I discovered that even this one in Beijing is definitely a cultural and historical traditions of the city, it does not mean that you can lead a life without annihilation.
Then I walk, I found that those who have no culture, no history of a tiny remote corner of the same group of people in living a life without annihilation. They even smile inside than the big cities many people laugh thorough clean laugh, laughing calmly ... ...
Finally, I began to question: Why do we have been to a "no annihilation" of life?
Alternatively, we asked for a long time, the end result is that we still be "annihilation."
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Junior year, I started eating to make money and can start to live independently, in order to establish the concept of my money, my mother has taken great pains; often dissatisfied with the phrase I die endlessly.
In fact, the final analysis, one sentence can sum up the thrust of my mother's education: to save and to save the money saved up. - In my mother, am I high-frequency well-deserved walk should be classified as "wild spending" category.
I asked: Why do save them?
My mother Answer: save up and live on.
I smiled: It's still save what? Walk for me is the "through life."
My mother: Do you like playing not to buy a house, but also can not marry a wife; how too make a living?
I'd think so: if one is not such a "play", I just bought a house and is married to a daughter, then my life was, what kind of life呀?
Think, think so, and dared not so answer, so shamelessly: I Jiubu Xin I did not find a wife on the house.
In fact did not find a house to find a wife would feel seriously off the mark - you know, very often without money, this thing would really be the old Zang "talk" in the phrase lyrics: "pure love can not be help you busy, facing the sea can only speak in good faith. "
But if saving money is really in order to "live on", then, I had really nothing to be afraid of.
Because the walk, I had tremendous life.
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In fact, I have vowed: Be sure to earn in their life before the age of 30, the first seven-figure, so that I can have a time that the quality of life.
Walk when I found: a small four-digit completely will allow me to have a small section of a quality life.
And those of us ants, if we can put a short short pieces of quality of life superimposed together, even worthy of eating and drinking these decades Lazard sleep.
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The youngest of the benefits of homework is this: on top of the relatives feel that they have compulsory education, you are the youngest.
My brother is from a stable perspective to address the questions: the walk itself is not a problem, are you resigned in order to walk easily be terrible. Cause requires a step by step, the accumulation of solid, you accumulate is not high and low when not run away, and then come back to do from scratch, and then widely sympathize with, we'll do; will be forever in their careers in the sink to the bottom position.
I nodded again and again, that's right: I am a time when the company posts the latest, should first three months of the intern.
Is "the world is no free lunch" in this sentence saved me: the choice is not exhaustive, there are too many things I have not got the time, something else had been lost.
The key is: what you want to head?
My answer is: I want to continue to walk.
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So do not listen to advice, surrounded by friends think I am rebellious, the people around think I am very angry, young.
I am not rebellious, I am very traditional bones: I will not foot N boat will never get this to show off; never be one-night stand; a lot of the so-called fashionable here, I just had to have a fin de siecle racking their brains to think of rhetoric as an excuse for a shit Bale; the name of fashion for many new things under the banner of the interest I could not even understand it at all. I am not angry, young, because I have no anger, it is not young.
I think the old lady in our house, my sister, my brother and above all to my education is not wrong.
But I do not think so: If I blindly followed their education to "live on", and that my life is wrong.
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What is Education?
Social education us: Be humble. Makes modest progress.
Sometimes the reality is: humble people do not know what capacity you are in the end, your boss will be modest and down to your fried squid.
And, we have almost all of the progress, not after say a few polite words to get.
Family's education is their firm belief that we own this set's theory is correct to say something out to you. For our present society, that people have come up out of various sets of the public the right path, made a sparkling frame, tell you you should be the seamless through from the inside, and by not doing it will pay the price.
People who have experienced difficult years, he said that you should save money saving money and that is absolutely right.
The married life must be identified as the procedure adopted for those who, he said you have to buy a house or marry a wife that's right.
In fact, yes: the era right, right, he is also not wrong.
Against you, sometimes it is precisely wrong.
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I would therefore like to reflect on what people who have been cured things.
So I found a lot of the golden rule is not Jin.
It made me benefit.
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I think the most you want to find the kind of life and order, and is this order is enough to live in happiness, and has enough "lead a life of" the.
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I would like to walk its own way of "through life."
Walk has become part of life, deeply rooted in their own body cavity. Because the walk, I have gradually centrifuge out of the common people's life set the rules.
Sometimes, even without destination, or to see clearly the direction, I am willing to try one, "died after the start from scratch," the first time. It also is not limited to walk.
My master said that my life is very naive.
I asked: What is mature?
"You are 30, and Sanshierli Do you know?"
I continued to ask: What is the legislation?
"Li is the basic cause to be erected."
I replied: My understanding of "legislation" is not the case.
I "might affect the 21st century, China's 100 young people" find a guy Shuo Jiao Qin pointed out to master read: "He might have erected a bar?"
My teacher nodded.
Then I dug out the Qin Shuo's words: I think "up" the concept of independence, at its core is a kind of spirit and freedom of thought. Is to the real desire for their own life, to have their own independent ideas; freedom to live as a number.
End, I, I confidently say: I am 30, I have a piece of legislation.
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Rich and beggars on the beach the sun at the same time a dialogue, many people listened in as a joke.
It is indeed a gang of poor wretch was comforted by our joke.
I think: If you use money to measure "success" is concerned, undoubtedly rich successful; but if the ultimate goal is to make money, "a leisurely sunbathing on the beach", and that the wealthy in the face of the little beggar to speak of the superiority of success.
If I use my aim to measure you, I can not get the number of correct conclusions.
And vice versa.
Some people think that extremely delicious seafood, a few days without eating seafood on the "through life."
Some people eat seafood on the allergies, so it is not to eat seafood.
It all came to normal.
Some people like to eat seafood happens when he: Your SB, actually never eat seafood!
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I run away, never tired; I write travelogues, endless.
Endless travelogues because I saw the torrent of things, but talked at me a lot of things dealt the endless feelings.
I always recall all his wandering in the stories and feelings, so I get a lot of things. Those with experience and those feelings and become themselves, their will not be blindly floating lighter.
Then I saw a lot of treasure worthy of the Freelander, and their clothes are not dressed, their language is not gorgeous, they just calmly and quietly doing their favorite things to do Bale. In relation to them, I'm just a guy frogs.
Then I saw a lot of walking into the homes of the people once again, they turn a blind eye to bid farewell to the previously busy, entertainment, to once again grow to a certain destination of the road. In relation to them, I'm just a guy kick the tires.
They are truly alive himself. To me, may be worthy of respect, and cordial.
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Many people like to travel. More and more.
Golden Week on several occasions to let some of this in order to quiet the place became known for extremely noisy; many places where no tourist has also been speculation one after another into a must-see tourist destination. It seems overnight, on top of our map will be filled with a variety of attractions.
I feel that "attraction" is the word is very boring, it is a broad extension of the many destinations to compress into a simple point of view; "attraction" is the term is also almost obscene, it is very easy to mislead the audience so: a piece of land you only need a hug Napian small towering sufficient.
Tourism is manufactured into a fashion, so that people who think they have a stylish feel very good.
A lot of things have been manufactured into fashion immediately after a fault with: it provides a cramped congenital direction, so that those who blindly follow the fashion people are still unaware of the blind obedience as soon firmly.
Blind obedience to those doing the real blind obedience. Is difficult to see in their faces plain introverted, quiet calm.
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In this world there are a lot of people living untrue.
On the network trying to play happy people, real life xing XU was not happy.
On the network wrote a lot of ethereal good, perhaps not touched really good texture.
Page Zi, as some of the writers, who fabricated a lot of women in particular, to be added the romantic love story, but in the dark of the bar again and again sitting alone. Hand fabricated the story that has never become a reality traveled through their real-life stories created initially in order to lie, ultimately also Pianpian with their own.
As the treatment of life: not enough real people, in the end life is always cheated by life.
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Truth is a kind of insight.
I walk in real insight, but also wandering in the real insight.
So I conclude: walk do not need courage, just real.
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There was support for this statement, some against it; also jumped abuse me say this is not enough tolerance.
First, regardless of right or wrong in this sentence can be gained from associate to "not tolerant" of such a leap of thinking comes to my admiration.
Scolded me, "not tolerant" The reason is: in a small town, there is a girl who loved to travel around, and she would like to travel a very long time will be spent on a section of its own capital accumulation. She thought I deny this remark directly to her courage.
My reason is simple: If you like the walk, the real face of this "like", you will walk, even if it is not a small price to pay.
If you do not like to walk, even with big courage, will simply not choose to walk.
I do not think the United States that rich to spend an astronomical amount of money on a space, than she took 1000 off to a glorious walk once more.
My attitude is: walk, as long as we have done everything, that is our personal peak. The non-peak you to bring it to someone else's demands on themselves, then first of all is your own lack of tolerance of their own.
Well, you have money problems. Your heart of hearts like to walk. You do two things bright enough: the first is not to give up the dream, and second, in the context of their ability to realize their dreams as much as possible more money.
Maybe you just finished the white-haired when Banbi China, that is can be worthy of respect.
People only dream is different, they dream of happiness has been achieved is the same as the time, followed by a month, and there is not much relationship to how much money.
Want to know a lot of time to face the truth than to provide the courage to be more difficult. I think a lot of time to do their own idealism and deny their own reality than the need courage.
In my opinion, to find their own true and be real, that is, a successful person.
If you heart of hearts do not walk, but also come up with a knife down the mountain on a sea of flames courage to walk, I suggest that you may wish to give up this so-called fashion. Because you walk, if not true, why bother even the courage to spend their true place?
Important than the true courage, this is my philosophy.
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My girlfriend just Coudao front of the computer Q: It seems a long foul, writing philosophy呀?
Honestly confessed: not philosophy, a person's philosophy is not philosophy.
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If you are sure you have heard in the wandering in the trance of the Teana, even without their shoes and will be out of the sun barefoot Yazi dark city.
Each poll has a sun roof, but you, me, Does he will be the same?
The sun every day new.
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Rock Youth, said: Happy is the people can not keep up your rhythm.
I think: not happy is that you do not find their rhythm and want to use someone else's rhythm.
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Procedural forms of tourism, still can only give you a procedural landscape and procedural experience.
So, according to a programmed way travel (note: not walk) person, how much is a bit funny. They are usually not the kind of happy I said, "to break the routine procedure of the act" person.
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Gone for many years, have finally reached a point of personal sense of the precipitation.
3-year-old, and it is only in a vague and broad crawl space of their own entertainment to the 30 centimeters Bale.
The world's great, I have still a lot of way to go.
Then continued good returns, and be able to count how many go.
Non-Ichiro 2003,03,03 in Beijing
Author: fylfeimi
