Particularly large number of last year's fireworks
If you compared the life history of a landscape, then, in a kaleidoscope of reality and fantasy, what kind of experience you prefer it? Year after year in my days, I will time each year is divided into small time intervals, in a small interval in the real life experience, work, friendship, happiness and a feeling of the beauty of the world's pursuit, look back on this year's end of the year (2002 to end of the year), I found surprising: "Last year a particularly large number of fireworks."
I see fireworks in my childhood memories of the time there since my childhood, the annual New Year's Eve will be cold in the northern night sky, in the stomach after eating dinner eat bread (to eat stays in will be more appropriate) sense of the left Side pocket Chuaizhuo delicious sweets, right side is a dream in the twelfth lunar month to plan how many discharge of firecrackers (shuang xiang and cannabis mine and a little red earth), Hupenghuanyou, the tread creaked issued by the crisp sound of the snow nicely, came together to see the fireworks that year.
Fireworks are always beautiful, especially in the quiet and the wide sky suddenly bloom of the moment, you will reach the peak of a feeling: the feeling I have from childhood until the present, has not changed, when a After the fireworks blooming, overtaken by a small meteor whistles, there is no trace, then you will not help to look forward to the next one will soon bloom of fireworks, as the beautiful scenery, after a careful aftertaste not wait for us and experience, it has passing away, you can only go to vision and look forward to the next different kind of world that will be so beautiful? Beautiful things whether it is fleeting? Wrote here, my mind suddenly have some misty, and the feeling of vertigo is a beautiful nostalgia do? After wind and rain is a rainbow, then the rainbow after the rain do again? Friends told me: If he and his favorite things (including love and wife) have had parallels in the nature, getting together Lili, preferably Ke Hum rough circumstances in which people can appreciate life's joys and Daxitaibei, such a life is complete and has experience, is pursued by a friend, if this conclusion is true: we have been yearning for an example of a long marriage of bald does it mean that much less passion? We also need to do to pursue?
Day string of the day, life is very practical and trivial, full of joy, hard truth and witness the years (I am a changing day by day, my feelings, my appearance).
My university, in the completion of "love" after the old theory of relativity, there have been no illusions: the clock could turn the clock back, shattering the mirror can be rehabilitated, because he gives a theoretical explanation: As long as there is a speed can exceed the speed of light, time can be back But after so many years, or did not find more than the speed of light, in other words: My fantasy shattered, fantasy is no longer a fantasy.
Since the disillusioned people are actually a lot and I do not believe that "fate", I feel anything go in your own hands, and I and a few good friends also occurred several arguments, I always think: As long as you want do one thing, you have not made, not a life than anything else, you do not have the "fate" a serious fight, you have to insist on the most difficult times, and maybe it will succeed, but unfortunately a lot of people sometimes had to abandon its (sometimes including myself), just as you have said to a customer 100 are invalid, many people have the courage to say the next day, maybe you just say it once again the next day, the customer will accept, because we are people ah. Write here, suddenly remembered a small detail: a few years ago, I was looking forward to going abroad to a new Orient, there are quite a cattle X, who put a Big Ben (the voluminous absolutely similar to the Ci Hai) all of the English-English Dictionary words and notes of the overripe back with Images of them altogether (30 million words ah), and since then, I have suffered the impact of that: a lot of looks impossible, as long as you continue to do day by day, will become possible.
Random mind of some galloping, suddenly found: irrelevant, and finally thought of themselves as a good subject, the more the longer you ran far away. Forget, so be it, has always been caused by mood, so why add a frame to give it?
(2003 Lunar New Year's Day morning 3:53 am)
This question is purely personal point of view, such as excessive delays in your time, forgive me!
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Author: peter_qi
